what about it...?

have u ever thought, what life might be if u ever choose those paths...?

have u ever wonder, what u might encounter through journey of if-that-road-is-taken...?

have u ever imagine, what are u going to be if u took those steps...?

have u and have u..bla..bla...lately i've been wondering what my life would be if i don't choose the paths that i am right now..and i can see how myself grow up to be someone else i called somebody. i've never thought that i've come this far..i'm 22 now and my life is differ from back then..apa aku mengarut ni..@#$%!??

actually aku out of idea, but hah! it has been ages since i updated this page...gamble je this evening, like always..gamble is the first word in my dictionary thought  xP

susah betul nk constant menulis ni..huh guess it's not in my blood..of course it isn't, it's in your brain da...just short commercial break..*layan*

hari ni cam biasa pergi kuliah, balik kuliah..like always, my boring routine..but it's kind scary, when i recalled those moments..huh, *secret*

post kali ni aku rasa cam nk cakap pasal ermm..

"kenapa aku belajar...?"

satu petang, terdetik di hati aku, apa matlamat aku belajar sebenarnya. and it kept haunting myself. i've been asking myself the same questions..things have become complicated as it seems as simple as abc at first but yet so tangle in between..huh..

kenapa aku belajar...? the answer is obvious but that answer doesn't seem to satisfy myself.

aku belajar sebab nak jadi pandai..

aku belajar sebab nak jadi doktor..

aku belajar sebab aku tak tahu..

aku belajar sebab...bla..bla...

sebab2 yg common..tp betul ke sebab tu je kau belajar..??

kau belajar untuk islam...!

apa aku dah buat untuk islam..???

sebenarnya dah banyak yg aku belajar, tp banyak mana la yang aku gunakan untuk agama aku, Islam..takat mana je sumbangan aku untuk Islam..aku mengaku aku Islam tapi...

enti muslimah..? (awak muslim..?)

aiwah (ya)

alhamdulillah, ana bardu...(alhamdulillah. saya jugak)

isme eh? (nama apa?)

ana nur.. (saya nur)

kadang-kadang aku tertanya-tanya, betul ke jalan yg aku pilih ni..sekarang aku yakin..yakin dengan keputusanku..yakin dengan jalan ini..ya alhamdulillah...! alhamdulillah i'm a muslim!

sejak dalam perut mama, keluar-keluar je, dah muslim, tapi muslim pada surat beranak je, bila dah besar sket, muslim pada i/c, skrg zaman dah moden sket guna mykad..muslim pd mykad...tapi have ever wonder non muslim yg convert to Islam, those people choose to be muslim..not by birth nor by identity card or what so ever, but it is their own decision..they choose islam, but we've been chosen to be muslim..pernahkah kita bersyukur...? to be frank, have we ever thought of this..to tell u the truth, i've never thought of this till one day, a friend of mine, give tazkirah as one of activities in our SC (smart circle)..it is really a good reminder..i'm glad i attend sc..he3..credit to PERUBATAN..promote PERUBATAN jap..

ok la dah panjang..stop luh..till next time stay tune..kih3