it's hard to deal with human's feeling, my feeeling. and it also so hard to manage my own life. life can be so full of surprises and griefness. and at the end, i'm better off to keep quiet and do nothing. and take a brief rest.
i fail to control my own feeling. and tend to fall into pieces. i'm getting stress out..!!
there is too many responsibilities held upon me, yet i didn't do it well, i ended up feeling guilty over everything. i had a mess mind at the very moment. feeling unsecured and sad at the same time. the study..huh..out of question~
dealing with something is so annoyed sometimes, but it makes me realise the crucial thing here, that i have to learn and live with it. there is no more excuses for those who wish to success in their life.
life is about making sacrifice in order to maintain balance to the world. no more procastination.
procastination is making me suffer from stress. and see how procastination makes my life miserable. too many works and too many thingy i wish i have done, but the truth is, there is so many things that i fail to accomplish.
and now, my innerself is making mess..life becomes so messy. and so unstable. it affects my daily life. but as usual my sleep is unaffected.
procastination, go away from my life...!!!
better off without you...oh procastination...!!!