tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65798465842972979802024-02-19T02:35:07.780-08:00satu...dua...tiga..!love is create to be felt and appreciated...not to be wasted...love to "Him" is one way to open your heart to one true love...love His creation is one step to feel the love...~bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-1867642767028220542011-02-17T08:41:00.000-08:002011-02-17T10:14:10.147-08:00it's begin...[part2]that day, never came to my thought, would be the day of a start for a long journey in a place, i begin to recognize it as one of my historical holidays...the unforgettable ones..~<br /><br />after a tiring night, i woke up early that morning..the excitement could be felt, but there was something bothering me..i have no idea what the unrest feeling was..i kept comforting myself the whole morning, till i hopped in the bus, the feeling just disappear and the trembling heart of the upcoming journey crawling in..<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7y2AwNukruPgxDuAlz9lT0q4DMGoHQQnHg6XNjFRBr4euer01BwTOn3589dwvKq5a_9JPg-of0xrxlw02P179DFCcNGMxeeHdCA_LEO5pYT08UnYfCzeyx9U_vue-ke5pQFUupXOMPuo/s1600/IMG125.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 380px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574719551509433554" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7y2AwNukruPgxDuAlz9lT0q4DMGoHQQnHg6XNjFRBr4euer01BwTOn3589dwvKq5a_9JPg-of0xrxlw02P179DFCcNGMxeeHdCA_LEO5pYT08UnYfCzeyx9U_vue-ke5pQFUupXOMPuo/s400/IMG125.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br />the 4-hour-trip by bus went smoothly without any problem at all..about half an hour after we started our journey to cairo, the phone begun to ring again, since i last heard was yesterday, before the whole connection was blocked by the government. everyone seemed relief and happy..<br /><br /><p>we thought all went as planned and we were about to fly to uk until we were showered with a disturbing news..those news really grabbed our heart... </p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>"the flight to uk was cancel!!!"</strong></span><br /><br />"imagine what will you do if you were in my place...?"<br /><br />our airline was the earliest one to cancel their flight...and the cancellation continued with the other airlines except egypt air..the next day, we heard egypt air also begun to cancel their flights..<br /><br />we were panicked and didn't know what to do...we searched the BMI office, the airline that we took to go to uk..<br /><br />the office was closed..the light was off...there was no one..no one to ask..no one at all...~<br /><br />the egypt air office was full with people, trying to get new tickets..those were the people whose flights were cancelled...those people, they got money, as for us, if we bought new ticket to london, then how are we going to survive there..<br /><br />so after a thorough consideration, we decided to go back to malaysia..we also heard hearsay, saying if we go to london, we might not be able to return to egypt..i never thought that, thing do turned out as they said...the condition really got worst...<br /><br /><br /></p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-eIRx9ym0OAcBns8I80exRADrfc6muPB8Vw7XMCCTD4h1X1fZAefboAT2jLOseaiUqx1vTkUBjOtzJ0OChQTNKtV4RvBbgPTUJluc3UtAyY6fdFyYhKZ5i9ZcqWW5gd3Ub8zJy2mnLog/s1600/IMG133.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 431px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574720784707878386" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-eIRx9ym0OAcBns8I80exRADrfc6muPB8Vw7XMCCTD4h1X1fZAefboAT2jLOseaiUqx1vTkUBjOtzJ0OChQTNKtV4RvBbgPTUJluc3UtAyY6fdFyYhKZ5i9ZcqWW5gd3Ub8zJy2mnLog/s400/IMG133.jpg" /></a><br /><br />that evening, we head out to terminal one....<br />everyone's mind was full with thoughts..no one knew what was in others' mind...<br />as for me i started to dream of malaysian food..and my mom's cooking...<br />and thats how we put an end to our evening's meal before opening new page of the dinner's appetizers...the night snack was awaited us....<br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:courier new;">don't dream of something that you don't know...because the night is still young..oh wait, it just begin...!~</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:courier new;">to be continues...</span></em></strong><br /><br /><br />end part two..~bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-52889859456966030312011-02-15T09:12:00.000-08:002011-02-15T10:00:01.627-08:00once upon a moment...[part1]when i recalled back, what really happen back then..i'm stunned..<br />those thoughts do wandered far away from my expectations..<br />i'm mesmerized..<br /><br />when i rewind the whole plot,<br />when i reverse the moments of those back 2 weeks earlier, never crossed my mind this would happen..really i'm mesmerised by His power and the flow of the life...subhanallah..how beautiful~<br /><br />and that story begins...<br /><br />[a day before final paper for first semester..]<br /><br />police's day..i suppose<br /><br />a day when all this thing started..and that what i assume, never know the real time when it really begin...<br /><br />that evening, i was with my book..holding them, without reading them..huhu..it's evening, mood to study do sway little by little..till then, i heard something loud from outside..dunno how to describe, but it attracted my sleepy eyes..<br />the sound of shouting..dunno what they were shouting, but i believe it was something interesting...<br /><br /><br /><br /><p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 530px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 334px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573974581395838178" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuWcx3zynTr8OM2O0iAJx9R8iQtmRNrvrVZQTpsv22-qkWBcwxgkoMwJ4WgLQ5dJjKdXtPln14JdIzWdMLalxVl2OwXOCpBT8yllmJEuQuDhVfYGCZb_TVyVKrKvadWMKGeF4tPKLenBM/s400/IMG114.jpg" /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"> this is only the start of the demostration before the whole street is full with only heads.. </span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">[the battery of my phone was low before i could capture those climax..huhu]</span></strong><br /><br /><br />the sleepy evening turned into a lively evening..<br />a big demostration walk in through the port said street, right in front of the building where our house located..a live show..right before these two eyes..<br />i was overjoyed and over-excited..<br /><br />at first, i thought that it was only a normal demostration, just for the police's day celebration..but it was not like i used to think...it was beyond that...~<br /><br />the day after that, we got arabic class..the teacher that teach our class, asked us...<br /><br />teacher : what do you think about the demostration yesterday?<br />us : "errr it was cool"<br />"just so-so"<br />"what's that?".....etc<br /><br />teacher : what do you do?<br />us : "err just watch from afar"<br />"take photos"<br />"don't do anything"<br />"excited to see"<br />"record it in the video"....etc<br /><br />the teacher smiled...<br /><br />end part one </p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-59184794655275338012011-02-14T07:46:00.000-08:002011-02-15T10:01:59.896-08:00selamat hari lahir wahai kekasih Allah..~<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim0Ci2zU55at3Sa-GtKz1ids8cFbo3nUwTTGf_Rt0RHGRgalrAhil_uSkoidv5OqM7LM5yA7DkX2f-xP6vHqdBLPQfq67ynfWDs1l3EV9px5qka4LcD3ftcr_wB6zCAkAPPOUQwtb6yiw/s1600/IMG087.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 524px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 376px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573964324728350482" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim0Ci2zU55at3Sa-GtKz1ids8cFbo3nUwTTGf_Rt0RHGRgalrAhil_uSkoidv5OqM7LM5yA7DkX2f-xP6vHqdBLPQfq67ynfWDs1l3EV9px5qka4LcD3ftcr_wB6zCAkAPPOUQwtb6yiw/s400/IMG087.jpg" /></a> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>a sunset view from my window</strong></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>[location:alexandria,egypt] </strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><strong>assalamualaikum..<br />terasa cam nak menulis sumthin malam ni..hari ni maulidul rasul..berkumandang sahut menyahut selawat ke atas junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad SAW kat tv..kan bagus kalau tak tunggu maulid rasul je, pasang selalu kat tv..x kurang jugak yang menayangkn cerita2 seram..apa motifnya..huhu..<br /><br />tertarik dengan status sorg hamba Allah ni, ade org tanya dia kenapa kat mesir sambutan maulidul rasul xsemeriah kat msia...sbbnya, kat mesir setiap hari bg mereka adalah sambutan maulidul rasul, tiap masa waktu dan ketika selawat meniti dibibir mereka, tp kt msia hanya biler maulidul rasul sumer pakat nak selawat...aku envy org arab, mereka boleh, tp knapa kita org msia x boleh buat...<br /><br />dorang punya hiburan dlm keta pon pasang alunan ayat suci Allah, tp kt msia..radio era, hotfm..etc sumer pasang lagu popular masa kini dulu dan selamanya..huhu<br />aku pernah, naik teksi kt mesir, tenang hati time tgh berdebar nk exam, pak cik berjanggut sejemput itu pasang alunan ayat suci..surah2 amal kalo xsilap..i miss egypt alreadi..<br /><br />selamat maulidul rasul semua..moga hari2 yg mendatang selawat akn terus melekat kt bibir kita semua..amin..</strong></span>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-78910221634172464242010-12-08T01:12:00.000-08:002010-12-08T02:38:44.524-08:00H.I.J.R.A.H~salam maal hijrah~<br /><br /><p style="margin: 0in;font-family:verdana;color:black;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">Sabda Nabi saw : </span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:13.5pt;" >“Orang yang melakukan hijrah yang sebenar ialah yang meninggalkan perkara yang dilarang oleh Allah”</span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:10pt;" >.</span></p><p style="margin: 0in;font-family:verdana;color:black;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">[Riwayat Imam al-Bukhari dan Muslim]</span></p><br />macam mana nak hijrah...??<br />macam mana nak start...??<br />banyak caranya..~<br />one of them is...<br /><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;color:black;"><span style="font-size:13.5pt;">"Berdoalah kamu kepadaKu, nescaya aku mustajab untuk kamu"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p><p style="margin: 0in;font-family:verdana;color:black;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">[Surah Ghafir ayat 60]</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt;"> </p> semuanya bergantung pada diri masing-masing...<br />hidayah dan petunjuk daripada Allah sudah ada di depan mata..<br />cuma kita sedari atau tidak semuanya bergantung kepada kita...~<br /><br />ya Allah, berikanlah kami <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">hijrah</span> yang sebenar-benarnya..jauhkanlah kami dari tercicir dalam <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"journey"</span> menuju syurgaNya~<br />[doa aku,.dia,.kamu,.kami,.mereka,.dan...]<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRVYLWhBu0zC8CXu-P1o1gyJLTbygoMbEFExUcE4G6E4cggwY_FJP3AuoePxP1pLBODolyZGCmGSvSIJ0x24bW_q_b977wECv7di7qQdTMHnaYtcxqy9qGB_tklfQbeta34oxA68woRZ4/s1600/turkiyemmmo.jpg"></a><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: verdana; color: black;"><br /></p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRVYLWhBu0zC8CXu-P1o1gyJLTbygoMbEFExUcE4G6E4cggwY_FJP3AuoePxP1pLBODolyZGCmGSvSIJ0x24bW_q_b977wECv7di7qQdTMHnaYtcxqy9qGB_tklfQbeta34oxA68woRZ4/s1600/turkiyemmmo.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 484px; height: 396px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRVYLWhBu0zC8CXu-P1o1gyJLTbygoMbEFExUcE4G6E4cggwY_FJP3AuoePxP1pLBODolyZGCmGSvSIJ0x24bW_q_b977wECv7di7qQdTMHnaYtcxqy9qGB_tklfQbeta34oxA68woRZ4/s400/turkiyemmmo.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548249910060587202" border="0" /></a><p style="margin: 0in; color: rgb(255, 204, 204); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-size:78%;" >kenangan di turki...miss those moments~</span></p><p style="margin: 0in; text-align: center;font-family:verdana;color:black;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">jumpa gmbr ni bila geledah hardisk..</span></span>~</span><br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-75756378820749517832010-12-05T07:21:00.000-08:002010-12-05T11:20:58.179-08:00oh yeaaahh!<a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1NqedLjeTbWfOmfXGgb0HM8IjYirLwvj9gWaOrha1sYWfwCgnXv1L6tUcJm8RinjV_Ey_hydMXey0R_2_-4YsRMaMPKIhplq49-vek54GIy4qfDWocdMf52DSvDmLVdOLclH0a0-ro10/s1600/rose002.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 467px; height: 359px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1NqedLjeTbWfOmfXGgb0HM8IjYirLwvj9gWaOrha1sYWfwCgnXv1L6tUcJm8RinjV_Ey_hydMXey0R_2_-4YsRMaMPKIhplq49-vek54GIy4qfDWocdMf52DSvDmLVdOLclH0a0-ro10/s400/rose002.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547250135005295314" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >assalamualaikum...cam terasa nak share kat sini la..hehe..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >hari ni seperti hari2 yg lain jgk rasa malas sangat nk pergi kelas..almaklum lah kelas hr ni 2 jam je, tapi belah petang...bila dah x keluar sejak dr pagi lagi, jd malas sgt nk keluar ke kelas petang ni..huhu</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >tapi aku teringat pesan seorang sahabat ni,</span><br /><blockquote style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" >aku : malasnyer nk pergi kelas hari ni!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" ><br />sahabat : pergilah..dapat berkat</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" ><br />aku : bukannya faham pun..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" ><br />sahabat : xpe..slow2 la..apa yang penting keberkatan tu..</span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" ></span><blockquote></blockquote></blockquote><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >sebelum ke kelas...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >cuba betulkan niat..teringat pesan ust akli..wah bermanfaat jgk pegi ke kelas tafaqquh..selalu je liat nak pergi kelas tafaqquh..mujur la ahli beit semua jenis yang kaki ilmu..alhamdulillah~</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"><br />kat kelas...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >"wah topik hr ni psl yang aku xfaham2..dua tiga malam duk baca xfaham2 jugak..doktor terang detail hr ni..best2!!"</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">dalam hati...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><br />"mujurlah aku ke kelas hari ni...alhamdulillah~" ^_^</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >"apa yang penting?"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:courier new;" >"KEBERKATAN!!!"</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">the end~</span>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-47006669932540528202010-12-04T04:22:00.000-08:002010-12-04T05:31:21.117-08:00oh...erk!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxYeyokGrDWXQp-0zBvO9_dR-Vur5Y58vO1BTNhQiuccvy8hvvmXkJ-xJsgR9pl3JtnXwX1RVG3hluEjDMzQdtfUJRPKlyCfBbiNonOmNZxcfkBEG8385uG3U9LEqzrh9v2dyZeRzSbko/s1600/1286063308_e560fc85a1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 511px; height: 271px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxYeyokGrDWXQp-0zBvO9_dR-Vur5Y58vO1BTNhQiuccvy8hvvmXkJ-xJsgR9pl3JtnXwX1RVG3hluEjDMzQdtfUJRPKlyCfBbiNonOmNZxcfkBEG8385uG3U9LEqzrh9v2dyZeRzSbko/s400/1286063308_e560fc85a1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546814860603472738" border="0" /></a><br /><br />assalamualaikum...lama rasanya x update blog...bukannya xde masa, tapi malas..malas nak men'update' blog...banyak pengalaman2 menarik semenjak dua tiga bulan yg lepas..nak kongsi, tapi tak tertulis di blog ini..cuma terbuku dalam kotak memori..ntah masih di situ atau sudah ke ruang "recycle bin"...pepun hari ni tergerak hati nak menulis kembali bila ada seorang sahabat, pernah cakap, cubalah mulakan dengan menulis then u can gain confident, bila diri ini mengadu pdnya masalah lack of confident..<br /><br />dah lama masalah lack of confident ni menghantui diri..masih belum berjaya dirawat..even nak bercakap dengan sesama akhawat pun tak mampu apatah lagi di hadapan umum..huh agak scary bila terbayangkan~<br /><br />tapi sampai bila nak duduk di tahap itu kan...ini belum masuk kehidupan alam perkerjaan...ntah apa yang menunggu di hari mendatang...<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO3iH18Qm31ocoe05Y-aMnECMCfp5MMVmU_FZaPc8eERXXtz4VuDXCTg837XA2Wsmpl-02cg7cOYPs2A1srlZfdm_4B4iBW6ohgLAX6hyHFxFVkrNVuKOs8JI35UQxpn0ovAvie0heREc/s1600/3411325173_98e704e886.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 491px; height: 301px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO3iH18Qm31ocoe05Y-aMnECMCfp5MMVmU_FZaPc8eERXXtz4VuDXCTg837XA2Wsmpl-02cg7cOYPs2A1srlZfdm_4B4iBW6ohgLAX6hyHFxFVkrNVuKOs8JI35UQxpn0ovAvie0heREc/s400/3411325173_98e704e886.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546815466594282018" border="0" /></a><br /><br />dua tiga hari yang lepas, berbual-bual dengan noha (kawan arab) dalam perjalanan balik..kalau dulu most of the time dia yang cakap banyak..diri ini hanya mampu cakap yes dengan no aje dan only give her my 20 cents smile as response..tapi lepas dapat advise dari sahabat tadi, cuba untuk beranikan diri untuk cakap lebih banyak...dan keputusannya agak memberangsangkan..<br />walaupun agak awkward, tapi biler dah start cakap jadi sangat teruja...<br /><br />ntah kenapa dua tiga hari yang lepas, ramai aje budak2 arab yang datang tegur aku..terasa cam femos kejap..rasanya dah nak dekat 2 bulan aku attend kuliah, muka yang selalu datang kelas dan muka yang selalu datang lewat ni dah lama bertapak dalam kelas dorang, xkan tak perasan kot..nape baru sekarang baru nak tegur...konfius kejap~<br /><br />tapi xpe, best gak dorang tegur, banyak input aku dpt..dpt tambah kawan..<br />mungkin dorang tak berani kot nak tegur sebelum ni..org yang first tegur aku adalah noha..aku dah jadi kawan baik dah dengan noha ni..dia sangat baik..minggu lepas dia belanja aku air kotak...walaupun hanya air kotak..hilang dahaga aku masa tu~<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgY2XzyX-WWGFaGvktmbL5SOP7EVNp2SqtKeSJ7a1i6Yj0OMEaaJdu8Rn1MmnQgLALgYXzGiJIqvKHRFAG47I0L5uq0QAkdhSHbKRmFmbFhd6Zj5OLpRiN9biUwQX5-hGT6BGElbfsMppI/s1600/chainarong93776580.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 512px; height: 334px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgY2XzyX-WWGFaGvktmbL5SOP7EVNp2SqtKeSJ7a1i6Yj0OMEaaJdu8Rn1MmnQgLALgYXzGiJIqvKHRFAG47I0L5uq0QAkdhSHbKRmFmbFhd6Zj5OLpRiN9biUwQX5-hGT6BGElbfsMppI/s400/chainarong93776580.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546816876383537714" border="0" /></a><br /><br />xde la aku sorang2 sangat dalam kelas tu..hehe..hari tu hari first aku masuk kelas..almaklum la buat cuti sendiri dekat 2 minggu lebih gak aku skip kelas...kalau dah balik m'sia susah nk dtg sini smula..mcm2 alasan nk tunda tiket flight..sambung balik dan noha ni datang lewat hri tu, dia tengah cari tmpt duduk, kebetulan tepi aku kosong jd dia pun pegi duduk tepi aku..<br /><br />noha : ada org x?<br />aku : xde..duduk la [dalam bhs arab, aku translatekan dlm bm..]<br /><br />dan bermulalah persahabatan kami~<br /><br />aku ada beberapa orang kawan dari tahun lepas, tapi tahun ni semua dah lain2 section..so jarang2 sangat jumpa dorang..tapi yang selalu jumpa adalah kawan sha'ier..sbb nyer dia punya no sebelum aku..huh~<br /><br />aku 1038, dia 1037..si sha'ier 1036..sejak tahun 2 lg aku mmg duk tepi si sha'ier ni biler xm, tp ok gak dia agk macho kdg2..kawan sha'ier ni x baper macho..nama dia nuruddin..masa xm hr tu dia buat dek je aku xdpt lg kertas jawapan..adoii sakit hati tol..mujur la ader nour kat blkg aku tolong panggil doktor..almaklumlah suara aku ntah apa2..low pitch,tp aku rs aku dah jerit sekuat hati dah tu...slalu jer lecturer xdgr apa aku cakap..sedey tol~<br /><br />si sha'ier ni aku paling xsuka sbb dia ni suka merokok..dia geng la dengan si "purple"..aku x tau nama budak ni, tp kami slalu panggil budak tu purple sbb dia suka pakai baju purple, dulu zaman aku "budak2" aku ader crush jgk dgn mamat purple ni, tp skrg dh x lagi...hehe..kelakar biler ingat zaman 1st yer..tahun ni aku satu group dengan si sha'ier lagi...dushh!...x suka~<br />purple dah lama xjumpa...ingat lg, sblm presentation thn lepas dia pakai kot baju kt dlm purple..mmg sah budak ni suka purple! oh..erk..!<br /><br />banyak betul berceloteh..ntah apa2..tengah boring2 studi best gak, ader tempat leh luah perasaan dan share stories~bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-34832702022413047632010-06-13T08:54:00.000-07:002010-06-13T11:45:05.833-07:00nothing...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5fnnL26Qv9r8gEq1UzRvp1czJNOH9y311-JqIoW-DpFEcenPBJheRkGfQIuuIAOvdyrw_8kj_Q51ILGnB7rs37shL_X3TbzOWoHU9BprUIww-RBWSPIjR0i9JkLpqMg-TpSVsmZg6ynI/s1600/3287971806_1e83832779.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5fnnL26Qv9r8gEq1UzRvp1czJNOH9y311-JqIoW-DpFEcenPBJheRkGfQIuuIAOvdyrw_8kj_Q51ILGnB7rs37shL_X3TbzOWoHU9BprUIww-RBWSPIjR0i9JkLpqMg-TpSVsmZg6ynI/s400/3287971806_1e83832779.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5482329849695835282" border="0" /></a><br />it has been a while since i updated this blog..nak tulis dlm omputeh la pulak..tukar selera..fatrah xm nih..perkasa english skett..buat bekal tyme jawab paper nanti..kihh333<br />xde modal sbnrnya nk tulis apa..tp since dh lama x update, tgk member update dia punya, terdetik kat kotak minda aku, nk update gak la blog..lama dh bersarang..<br />hari2 routine biase je kehidupan aku..tp this week most of my time is in the home..in my room..everybody has been hibernated since it's examination weeks..but i'm suppose, i can used a brief walk along mediterrean sea after i finish all the papers..i'm longing to see the beach..kih33.. XP<br /><br />it has been a stressedful week..i'm suffered from grieveness and loneliness..such a diseased...<br />i'm longing for ice cream..kih33..huh purposeless post..<br />nothing special happens in my daily routine..the same old routine, i wish for something to happen..extraordinary things..erm like..i supposed i'm too old to dream such things to happen..like the old fairy tales..seems only a story, told from generation to generation..a sacred lies..<br /><br />i've never thought that life could be this lonely..alone by yourself..to old to move forward..to ashamed to ask for shelter..to weak to seek for joy..mumbling by myself again..*lalala*<br />this happen when you're in examination mode..all things that occurs seem unreasonable yet so alive..<br /><br />to make this post a little bit beneficial..i supposed i should add some seasoning to make it more dashing and mouth-watering dishes..<br />oh, i remembered something..it's so hard to find a good friend that always stand by your side and always hear what you want to say and always there whenever you need someone to share thoughts..i've been thinking that it is a little bit lonely when there is nobody to talk to about your problems..that is why i'm suppose people (girls) tend to find "adams" to share thoughts..i'm not sure about boys because boys are different from girls..they have different views about how they see things..<br /><br />but the point here that if you tend to find a good friend..you yourself must be a good friend towards others first..never expect someone to be good to you unless you start it first..world is full of surprises that it seem to have surprised me every single moment..<br />how to become a good friend..i'm lookin forward for that..it is not the best things to turn for "adams" whenever you feel lonely..as i remembered reading an article about a couple in iluvislam.com this morning...he feels lonely and then he turn out to seek for soulmate that can share his loneliness..but at the end he know what he has been doing is wrong, although their relationship based on "islamic" as they assumed but there is no legal relationship in islam until you are married to each other..the end~<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">and seek for that love..by which the love for Him is the only pure love..that can only be gain by pure heart and sacred soul..seek for that love, then you find that life is not that lonely~</span>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-70189379802338634392010-05-05T07:49:00.000-07:002010-05-05T08:55:32.830-07:00is it real..?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVBkoEn8t73XCqbD6bbRCvwK6lHEOr5oLw1wd0W94WTa_AQhVv973GZqPhxIFfyyUUXJ_rqYFCpw6DllDclvXegA-j5acRnMMkDUnSWgN8jySuT6BuWWBR7lhGDjrNvzBwDySsMxHxJFQ/s1600/544804899_f1a7af3669.jpg"><br /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqvKO7-k4Jj030Ss1feSSGV95CRjmHb3n8OcQkfkeF_qZneBRfLse-wJyfhLOLpvpNhbwgbe20ZblHNkXCIx5GZwjXfe6jqAL8HGzEM2gjmfjJC_L-Bthc95zQ9OZom-cF6vmZlbzWFqk/s1600/251985769_48c80ad6d2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 290px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqvKO7-k4Jj030Ss1feSSGV95CRjmHb3n8OcQkfkeF_qZneBRfLse-wJyfhLOLpvpNhbwgbe20ZblHNkXCIx5GZwjXfe6jqAL8HGzEM2gjmfjJC_L-Bthc95zQ9OZom-cF6vmZlbzWFqk/s400/251985769_48c80ad6d2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467805693246123842" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"> yeah..it's love indeed..<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">but is it real...?</span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">fall in love..</span><br />have u ever<span style="font-style: italic;"> fall in love</span>...?<br /><br />love is something that can't be describe through words..<br /><br />love..ada apa dengan cinta...?<br /><br />tanya padaku, sah xtau apa2..<br />percaya x, kalau aku katakan, yg aku tak pernah bercinta..jatuh cinta...errr...out of question..<br />aku selalu je dengar, couple ni haram..ya, mmg Islam mengharamkan couple sblm kahwin..aku yakin ramai je yg tahu, tapi kdg2 dorg xboleh nk terima..<br />even kalau aku di tempat dorang pun, belum tentu aku dapat accept it and terus break up dgn pasangan aku..<br />it's hard to accept something that u treasure so much in your life...bayangkan losing someone that u love..<br /><br />tapi penahkah terpikir,<br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">bagaimana kalau jejaka/i itu bukanlah jodoh kamu yg sebenarnya...<br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">bagaimana jika jejaka/i itu hanyalah mainan usia remajamu saja...</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 51, 51);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">bagaimana jika jejaka/i itu di masa hadapan bukanlah orang yang bakal mengisi hidupmu...</span><br /><br /></span></span>pernahkah terpikir,<br />usia remajamu dihabiskan dengan <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;">insan yang sebenarnya bukan ditakdirkan milikmu</span>..<br /><br />bayangkan,<br />betapa <span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">banyak kasih sayangmu</span> yg telah dicurahkan kepada insan yang sebenarnya bukanlah<br />insan yang bakal melayari bahtera rumah tangga bersamamu kelak..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVBkoEn8t73XCqbD6bbRCvwK6lHEOr5oLw1wd0W94WTa_AQhVv973GZqPhxIFfyyUUXJ_rqYFCpw6DllDclvXegA-j5acRnMMkDUnSWgN8jySuT6BuWWBR7lhGDjrNvzBwDySsMxHxJFQ/s1600/544804899_f1a7af3669.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVBkoEn8t73XCqbD6bbRCvwK6lHEOr5oLw1wd0W94WTa_AQhVv973GZqPhxIFfyyUUXJ_rqYFCpw6DllDclvXegA-j5acRnMMkDUnSWgN8jySuT6BuWWBR7lhGDjrNvzBwDySsMxHxJFQ/s400/544804899_f1a7af3669.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467805871721443778" border="0" /></a> <span style="font-size:85%;">love is something to be appreciate not to be waste..love the nature, u gain the heart </span><br /></div><br /><br />aku tahu betapa indah, <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">bila dicintai dan mencintai seseorang...</span><br />betapa aku berharap diri ini dicintai dan mencintai seseorang, tapi perasaan ini hanyalah akan menjadi satu<span style="font-weight: bold;"> racun</span>, jika cinta yang disalurkan bukanlah milik aku yg sebenarnya...<br /><br />bersabarlah kawan...<br />janji Allah itu benar...<br /><br />till next time, <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0); font-weight: bold;">stay tune</span> on...<span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">bk@tv</span><br />kih3bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-59005569914992551192010-05-04T06:02:00.000-07:002010-05-04T07:05:04.203-07:00yup, it is...!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7Yl2umPivmLXDm62x2TAg3zlAawEXCkTTqWY6U6Wd2nwUbFGFPLdHAy8nqrjgjIZMoCQ7AJR8yX5B64T7k6wqQMkIFId3DgGaQo6OwAEbAdBZ8QEILAu9FLCQE_7a46t8aYaCUoPs0uA/s1600/ladybug-swarm.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 264px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7Yl2umPivmLXDm62x2TAg3zlAawEXCkTTqWY6U6Wd2nwUbFGFPLdHAy8nqrjgjIZMoCQ7AJR8yX5B64T7k6wqQMkIFId3DgGaQo6OwAEbAdBZ8QEILAu9FLCQE_7a46t8aYaCUoPs0uA/s400/ladybug-swarm.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467413018869429298" /></a> <span style="font-size:85%;">life is like a ladybird.come nowhere.and be somewhere.it's like my life.</span><p>oh my life..hari ni aku kena <span style="color:#990000;">marah</span> dengan doktor...sbb..aku x prepare before jumpa dia hri ni..huhu..<span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>padan muka aku</strong></span>..saper suh kau x redi betul2 dulu before jumpa doktor tuh...</p><p>aku mmg akui kesalahan aku..aku patut prepare dlu..jgn main copy paste je material tuh..</p><p><em><strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">"ha amik kau...!"</span></strong></em></p><p>melimpah ruah soalan doktor tanya aku..aku pulak, <em><strong><br /></strong></em></p><p><span style="color:#003300;"><strong><em>"errr...."<br /></em><em>"aaaa..."<br />"i don't knoe..."</em></strong></span><em><br /></em></p><p>i deserve this humiliation..in front of those ppl, <strong>huh!</strong> jatuh saham aku..kih3<br />tp xpe la, dorang pun <span style="color:#660000;">kena marah</span> gak..kih3</p><p>kalau sebelum ni, aku xpenah kena marah, wlpn aku x prepare apa2 sblm jumpa doktor, main copy paste dr internet jek...sebelum ni dpt layanan baik dr doktor, org msia kan..tp kali ni...huhu..pengajaran buat aku..lain kali kena prepare before jumpa doktor..</p><p>bercakap pasal studi ni, teringat aku ade sorg ustaz ni penah kasi tau, sistem pendidikan kat msia skrg ni bukanlah mementingkan ilmu, tp mementingkan peperiksaan..asal dpt keputusan cemerlang, xkisah student nak jadi apa, asalkan akademik ok, then it's okay..<br />bila ustaz tu cakap cam tu, aku pun terpikir, aku pun cam tu, dalam otak <em><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>studi-studi..<br /></strong></span></em></p><p><strong><span style="color:#663333;">kenapa..?<br />sebab nak lulus dengan cemerlang, lepas ni dpt masuk uni, dapat pegi oversea..bla..bla..</span></strong></p><p>tgk insiden hr ni, xkan jadi cam ni kalau aku anggap ilmu for life, bukan semata-mata utk assignment..akn timbul rasa tanggungjawab dlm diri aku utk do some research, not just copy paste from the internet..huhu..<strong><span style="color:#330033;">*insap*</span></strong></p><p>kenyataannya, xde guna studi semata-mata utk xm, sbb lps ni akan lupa, bila dah abis xm, ilmu yg kau belajar sumer dah dicurahkan atas ketas peksa..<em><strong><span style="color:#993399;">jadi apa lg yg tinggal...</span></strong></em><em><br /></em></p><p>bayangkan out there, berapa ramai yg berfikiran cam aku, studi sbb nk lulus xm...berapa ramai yg benar-benar ikhlas belajar, sbb nak dpt<strong><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> ilmu</span></span></strong>, bukan untuk lulus xm...berapa ramai yg benar-benar ikhlas kerana Allah taala..</p><p>aku terpikir, kini baru aku tahu, hidup ini bukanlah semata-mata untuk xm, ilmu tu bukan hanya pada kertas peperiksaan, bila dah abis xm, xberguna lagi..<strong>bukan!</strong></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><em><strong>it's something u live with it...</strong></em></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><em><strong>it's something u treasure and use in everydays life...</strong></em></span></p><p><em><br /><br /></em></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-56603806159678377602010-05-02T11:13:00.000-07:002010-05-03T11:14:12.994-07:00oh..auch!<em>x</em><em>m oh xm..</em><p>satu perkataan keramat bagi yg bergelar pelajar..xm dah dekat, <em><span style="color:#6600cc;"><strong>studi...</strong></span></em>wallahua'lam..tapi <strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">get up girl!! </span></strong>awak datang sni utk belajar..act accordingly</p><p>what's your priority?</p><p>have u ever question yourself what's ur purpose of coming here..hehe</p><p>priority aku datang sini studi..cakap pasal studi ni. rasa nk kongsi sket psl....</p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg86m8rF2d_iOl4HjOBjiqC_3KrQnAjQ43Bz2p2KwoCasZL9wSY6gn5YN7u8nTIZMR7JuwKV9opr-jsnw2xYK6Z15gqi5WhNmNQTGbTdlCEjpI1yBTPGkDNHTF0jzivTqdd8bBM0G1r7ZY/s1600/Diabetes+Mellitus+Theraphy.jpeg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 221px; height: 275px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg86m8rF2d_iOl4HjOBjiqC_3KrQnAjQ43Bz2p2KwoCasZL9wSY6gn5YN7u8nTIZMR7JuwKV9opr-jsnw2xYK6Z15gqi5WhNmNQTGbTdlCEjpI1yBTPGkDNHTF0jzivTqdd8bBM0G1r7ZY/s400/Diabetes+Mellitus+Theraphy.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467106969878903650" /></a><br /></p><p>hri tu aku studi pasal diabetes..lately i was wondering, me myself might be a pre-diabetic patient. i suppose sbb aku suka makan manis..air gas bertong2 teguk, masak slalu jek suka add gula, padahal dah ok rasanya, well don't blame me, i'm a kelantanese..kih3</p><p>a fact that i learn these years, old generation of kelantanese tend to add more and more sugar into their cooking, but those young ones, keep their sugar level below sugary, acting more responsible avoiding diabetic problems..people always tend to think that kelantanese slalu masak masakan manis2..but the truth is not all kelantanese, masak manis ye..hi3..sbb aku slalu je masak tawar, xde rasa..and i'm a kelantanese..*peace*</p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcyJVeGoIghS3-x5KJJKgRKqsw_wG-39t0nw7MH6ExnQ98YI3amvpQAIELoqMzM3XE7Yru78uBANBJvMH2yP9-3KMkTxgM6t-JOw4sfOHQh05hu96sDkKrfNwxr0EWb82uXcx2cwA7ThE/s1600/mexican-food.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 399px; height: 313px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcyJVeGoIghS3-x5KJJKgRKqsw_wG-39t0nw7MH6ExnQ98YI3amvpQAIELoqMzM3XE7Yru78uBANBJvMH2yP9-3KMkTxgM6t-JOw4sfOHQh05hu96sDkKrfNwxr0EWb82uXcx2cwA7ThE/s400/mexican-food.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467108080468788818" /></a></p><p><br />Diabetes melitus atau nama femos dia kencing manis. teringat aku pd satu cerita ni, ada sorg pak cik pegi hospital, dia ni ade penyakit kencing manis. dia pun daftar la apa sumer ikut procedur nk check up apa sumer la, tunggu punya tunggu, x kunjung tiba jgk turn dia, dia dh mula fed up, tiba-tiba...dgr bunyi siren ambulan bw satu patient ni, tp yg menghairankan pak cik tu, kenapa mamat tu dpt masuk dulu drpd dia, padahal dia dh lama tunggu..pak cik tu pun tanya nurse, </p><p><em>"cik, orang tu sakit apa,knp dia masuk dulu?pakcik dah lama tunggu ni.."</em></p><p>nurse jawab, <em>"oh tu kecemasan.."</em></p><p><em>"owh, rupanya kecingmasam(kecemasan) lebih teruk daripada kecing manis.." </em><em>*commercial break jap* </em></p><p>kecing manis atau dikenali sbg diabetes mellitus adalah satu penyakit gangguan kesihatan di mana kadar gula dalam darah seseorang jadi tinggi sbb gula dalam darah x dapat digunakan tubuh.<br /><br />Org yg sihat, karbohidrat dalam makanan yg dimakan akn convert jadi glucose yang akan distribute ke seluruh sel tubuh untuk tukar jd tenaga dengan bantuan insulin. Tapi bagi diabetic patient, glucose susah nak masuk dalam sel sbb sedikit atau xde insulin dalam tubuh. Akibatnya kadar glucose dalam darah jadi tinggi. kencing manis ni terjadi sbb insulin defiency bak kata lecturer ri tu..</p><p>Ada dua jenis diabetes mellitus, </p><p>DM type 1 : tubuh kekurangan hormon insulin atau istilahnya Insulin Dependent Diabetes Mellitus (IDDM) dan </p><p>DM type 2 : hormon insulin dalam tubuh tidak dapat berfungsi dengan baik atau istilahnya Non-Insulin Dependent Diabetes Mellitus (NIDDM).</p><p>Antara symptom yg biasa kita boleh tengok kalau kena diabetes mellitus, </p><ul><li>slalu dahaga</li><li>slalu rasa nk buang air kecil</li><li>letih dan lemah</li><li>penglihatan jd kabur</li><li>sakit pd bahgian abdomen</li><li>muntah2, rasa loya</li><li>turun berat badan atau tetiba naik mendadak</li><li>jangkitan pd kulit sperti jerawat </li><li>susah nk sembuh bila luka</li><li>kulit jd dry scaly</li><li>rasa kebas kt jari dan ibu jari kaki</li><li>heart rate tinggi</li><li>slalu sakit kepala<br /></li><li>nervousness</li><li>dan lain2 lagi</li></ul><p>cara nk prevent slalu banyakkan exercise dan kawal pemakanan seharian..cara terbaik adalah puasa...*thumbs up*</p><p>ok la dah panjang, stop luh..<span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">to be continue</span></strong></span><br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-34928342220068208372010-05-02T09:00:00.000-07:002010-05-02T11:13:31.083-07:00what about it...?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdaCjC0XCTyhQx7e5ev7tTAD37joaCtPAL5rZei56hKVu4C5zKOp4bkq02vo6eQyAQ_-w1rdfkBNnLFgXI-3NB7pMJ8h_TYgWIXGGa9ceopbJ4um6zXq7eN2rh6aG9KDExY2FY7ZysAXU/s1600/error-404.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdaCjC0XCTyhQx7e5ev7tTAD37joaCtPAL5rZei56hKVu4C5zKOp4bkq02vo6eQyAQ_-w1rdfkBNnLFgXI-3NB7pMJ8h_TYgWIXGGa9ceopbJ4um6zXq7eN2rh6aG9KDExY2FY7ZysAXU/s400/error-404.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466730849407415778" /></a><br /><p><em><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>have u ever thought, what life might be if u ever choose those paths...?</strong></span></span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>have u ever wonder, what u might encounter through journey of if-that-road-is-taken...?</strong></span></span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>have u ever imagine, what are u going to be if u took those steps...?</strong></span></span></em></p><p>have u and have u..bla..bla...lately i've been wondering what my life would be if i don't choose the paths that i am right now..and i can see how myself grow up to be someone else i called <em><span style="font-family:times new roman;">somebody</span></em><em>. </em>i've never thought that i've come this far..i'm 22 now and my life is differ from back then..apa aku mengarut ni..@#$%!??<em><br /></em></p><p>actually aku out of idea, but <strong><em>hah!</em></strong> it has been ages since i updated this page...gamble je this evening, like always..gamble is the first word in my dictionary thought xP</p><p>susah betul nk constant menulis ni..huh guess it's not in my blood..of course it isn't, it's in your brain da...just short commercial break..*layan*</p><p>hari ni cam biasa pergi kuliah, balik kuliah..like always, my boring routine..but it's kind scary, when i recalled those moments..huh, *secret*</p><p>post kali ni aku rasa cam nk cakap pasal ermm..</p><p>"<em>kenapa aku belajar...?"</em></p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyNdKhY4PT1ve9tJEnOzV_rIlRmwFpMrs-ehefkkuCxO8P7utRAsDTFgZEBtS-zdHocggj5YdACv2KdAB3dEMg-aQFRRvFOfLSxtgbml8AomTqB2C96G9Jqmsg37eMkY-YisS02ary_zU/s1600/3586496662_9bddbaf160_o.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 277px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyNdKhY4PT1ve9tJEnOzV_rIlRmwFpMrs-ehefkkuCxO8P7utRAsDTFgZEBtS-zdHocggj5YdACv2KdAB3dEMg-aQFRRvFOfLSxtgbml8AomTqB2C96G9Jqmsg37eMkY-YisS02ary_zU/s400/3586496662_9bddbaf160_o.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466733115525399538" /></a><br /></p><p>satu petang, terdetik di hati aku, apa matlamat aku belajar sebenarnya. and it kept haunting myself. i've been asking myself the same questions..things have become complicated as it seems as simple as abc at first but yet so tangle in between..huh..<em><br /></em></p><p>kenapa aku belajar...? the answer is obvious but that answer doesn't seem to satisfy myself.</p><p><span style="color:#330033;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku belajar sebab nak jadi pandai..</span></strong></em></span></p><p><span style="color:#330033;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku belajar sebab nak jadi doktor..</span></strong></em></span></p><p><span style="color:#330033;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku belajar sebab aku tak tahu..</span></strong></em></span></p><p><span style="color:#330033;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku belajar sebab...bla..bla...</span></strong></em></span></p><p>sebab2 yg common..tp betul ke sebab tu je kau belajar..??</p><p><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#cc6600;">kau belajar untuk islam...! </span></span></strong></em></p><p><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#cc6600;">apa aku dah buat untuk islam..???</span></span></strong></em></p><p>sebenarnya dah banyak yg aku belajar, tp banyak mana la yang aku gunakan untuk agama aku, Islam..takat mana je sumbangan aku untuk Islam..aku mengaku aku Islam tapi...<em><strong><span style="color:#663333;"><br /></span></strong></em></p><p><em><strong><span style="color:#663333;"><br /></span></strong></em></p><p><em><strong><span style="color:#663333;">enti muslimah..?</span></strong><span style="color:#663333;"> </span></em><span style="color:#663333;">(awak muslim..?)</span></p><p><em><strong><span style="color:#663333;">aiwah </span></strong></em><span style="color:#663333;">(ya)</span></p><p><em><strong><span style="color:#663333;">alhamdulillah, ana bardu...</span></strong></em><span style="color:#663333;">(alhamdulillah. saya jugak)</span></p><p><strong><em><span style="color:#663333;">isme eh?</span></em></strong><span style="color:#663333;"> (nama apa?)</span><em><span style="color:#663333;"><br /></span></em></p><p><strong><em><span style="color:#663333;">ana nur..</span></em></strong><span style="color:#663333;"> (saya nur)</span></p><p><br /></p><p>kadang-kadang aku tertanya-tanya, betul ke jalan yg aku pilih ni..sekarang aku yakin..yakin dengan keputusanku..yakin dengan jalan ini..ya alhamdulillah...! alhamdulillah i'm a muslim!</p><p>sejak dalam perut mama, keluar-keluar je, dah muslim, tapi muslim pada surat beranak je, bila dah besar sket, muslim pada i/c, skrg zaman dah moden sket guna mykad..muslim pd mykad...tapi have ever wonder non muslim yg convert to Islam, those people choose to be muslim..not by birth nor by identity card or what so ever, but it is their own decision..they choose islam, but we've been chosen to be muslim..pernahkah kita bersyukur...? to be frank, have we ever thought of this..to tell u the truth, i've never thought of this till one day, a friend of mine, give tazkirah as one of activities in our SC (smart circle)..it is really a good reminder..i'm glad i attend sc..he3..credit to PERUBATAN..promote PERUBATAN jap..</p><p>ok la dah panjang..stop luh..till next time <span style="color:#ffff00;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><em><strong>stay tune</strong></em></span></span>..kih3<br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-47336961916409651272010-04-18T02:51:00.000-07:002010-05-05T12:38:02.938-07:00you!! go down...!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3_tRSUEaFnNFwhqYtBxiSJdD9p-R7RP90-myNk9HVjFyD7UF89k6GoOLO6J7rCSzMnVPd_Tw_L1oXp2Sbu9jlxJo1Ge9aaLfLA062gccE5YK5giCHC8q-mwsj2U7JrUZOIb-XVi-W9dY/s1600/3621389249_173a339f1b_o.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 276px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3_tRSUEaFnNFwhqYtBxiSJdD9p-R7RP90-myNk9HVjFyD7UF89k6GoOLO6J7rCSzMnVPd_Tw_L1oXp2Sbu9jlxJo1Ge9aaLfLA062gccE5YK5giCHC8q-mwsj2U7JrUZOIb-XVi-W9dY/s400/3621389249_173a339f1b_o.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461420269531542418" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"> oh it is so peaceful. i wish i had those feeling XD</span><p><br /></p><p>it's hard to deal with human's feeling, my feeeling. and it also so hard to manage my own life. life can be so full of surprises and griefness. and at the end, i'm better off to keep quiet and do nothing. and take a brief rest. </p><p>i fail to control my own feeling. and tend to fall into pieces. i'm getting stress out..!!</p><p>there is too many responsibilities held upon me, yet i didn't do it well, i ended up feeling guilty over everything. i had a mess mind at the very moment. feeling unsecured and sad at the same time. <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">the study</span>..huh..out of question~</p><p>dealing with something is so annoyed sometimes, but it makes me realise the crucial thing here, that i have to learn and live with it. there is no more excuses for those who wish to success in their life.</p><p>life is about making sacrifice in order to maintain balance to the world. no more procastination. </p><p>procastination is making me suffer from stress. and see how procastination makes my life miserable. too many works and too many thingy i wish i have done, but the truth is, there is so many things that i fail to accomplish. </p><p>and now, my innerself is making mess..life becomes so messy. and so unstable. it affects my daily life. but as usual my sleep is unaffected.</p><p><strong><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">procastination, go away from my life...!!!</span></em></strong></p><p><strong><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">better off without you...oh procastination...!!!<br /></span></em></strong></p><p><strong><em><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">sayonara, procastination....~</span></em></strong><strong><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br /></span></em></strong></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-7277634651227245012010-04-13T13:28:00.000-07:002010-04-13T14:47:48.978-07:00teori lagi...~<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBqeQmlzA5znnxOReY_Ec73PzLxgPtGcHjlZ7JpGPzRrg67IgysZ02p_H9Ngn9V8iQYN3U2XnOBZ4zFI3trNaA0oGelEcNhIyyj_Ql_2UJ-9OsoFJlxa9SWNZVw1pVNTZtyTN0M0wG_P4/s1600/1706025_62d5dadbcc_b.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBqeQmlzA5znnxOReY_Ec73PzLxgPtGcHjlZ7JpGPzRrg67IgysZ02p_H9Ngn9V8iQYN3U2XnOBZ4zFI3trNaA0oGelEcNhIyyj_Ql_2UJ-9OsoFJlxa9SWNZVw1pVNTZtyTN0M0wG_P4/s400/1706025_62d5dadbcc_b.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459741341347320626" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;">nak update blog jap..alhamdulillah exam dah abes..tp ni baru mid..final bakal kembali..huh scariee~</span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span></p><p>xde idea nk tulis pasal apa sebenarnya ni...gamble je malam ni...belasah la ko...!!</p><p>jalan2 surf situ surf sini..jumpa macam2 ragam kehidupan aalam ciber ni..perbagai rentak dan nada..ada yg cam tu ada yg camni..apa2 pum semua adalah the best in their own rhythms..aku dengan style aku..jalan2 timba ilmu..korek rahsia minah mamat sana sini..buka page tu tutup page ni..xde kerja..mcm xde kesudahan je post aku kali ni...xdak idea..apa bley buat..huh~</p><p>teringat aku pada satu kenyataan ni..theory will only be theory, if no practical steps applied..hehe..ayat aku sdrik..rough idea credit to my senpai..get the idea right..~</p><p>teori hanya akn jd kenyataan biler kita try to do it..terlalu byk teori yang kita belajar seharian..secara formal mahupun informal..even dinner kat meja makan generate many theories..ideas...</p><p>theory after theory..beransur hilang dek masa kalau ianya hanya membasahi bibir mahupun menghabiskan dakwat pen...toooOO many ideas...it will be in vain without common practice..useless as a piece of paper will go into dustbin without proper use...</p><p>apa aku mengarut ni..the idea for tonight is to make theories into actions...get the general idea right..then my work is done...huh..cam buat essemen pulak..</p><p>cakap pasal essemen..awal bulan lima dah nk kena bentang essemen utk sem ni..huhu..get ready with the paper dong..and presentation pp..essemen oo essemen..aku cukup xsuka essemen..ingat biler dtg sni biler senpai2 ckp mana ade menda alah essemen tu..don worinx..tp tup,,tup..thn kitorang dorang start new system..no oral but there will be assignment..<em>ha..ambik ko..!..yippi..!</em>tanda protess leh bersorak je la..nk pi buat bantahan kat student affair aku sorg je yg lebey2 yg lain nampak enjoy je..huhu..tp biler pikir2 balik..it's good we have assignment instead of oral..there is no more seram sejuk nak berdepan dengan lecturer kalo xtau jwpn..but still presenting my works is tougher than i thought..huh..better be prepared...! and what more..u gain holiday more than others...yuhhu..! </p><p><em><br /></em></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-17396585048772302362010-03-20T00:09:00.000-07:002010-03-20T00:48:36.952-07:00it's time...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXnm6omZSVtD9t5Nic5EfjGoN2uKEKtYLzua24fU4rr8_iLdzXf2mIMbi8lEIF7iMtjIe883GmPnPVSwram5U2DqrDuiohVQ-J1StxcEEN1Tpyvgm5j6k0mbXitXg75zRbE6_KLR7sHjg/s1600-h/desaturated-rose.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXnm6omZSVtD9t5Nic5EfjGoN2uKEKtYLzua24fU4rr8_iLdzXf2mIMbi8lEIF7iMtjIe883GmPnPVSwram5U2DqrDuiohVQ-J1StxcEEN1Tpyvgm5j6k0mbXitXg75zRbE6_KLR7sHjg/s400/desaturated-rose.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450618765340155122" /></a><br /><p>"adoi, pedihnya kata2 itu"</p><p>realiti selalunya pedih...kembali kepada realiti sebenar, aku seakan2 baru terjaga daripada tidur.. realiti yang begitu pedih mengimbau kembali ketidakmatangan aku, yang bergelar seorang mahasisiwa...</p><p>"dah <strong><em>22</em></strong> rupanya aku.."</p><p>satu kenyataan yang membuatkan aku tersentak..membuatkan aku sedar, umurku semakin meningkat, tapi aku masih di takuk yang lama...</p><p>"<em>aku nak berubah, tapi aku perlukan masa..</em>"</p><p>mindset yang tak membawa aku ke mana2...masih still di level yang dulu..<em><strong>beginner</strong></em>..birthday kali ni opened my eyes..opportunity xkn dtg kalau kita sendiri tak cari..dan kejayaan takkan datang bergolak tanpa usaha..</p><p>aku ingin berubah tapi at the same time, i refuse to accept the fact that changes have to be done step by step..not expected to be good at one push...no..no...changes have theirs own stages..that we must go through...</p><p>that kind of mindset will only lead to one answer..<em>you'll never be able to change</em>..may be you will..but the changes might not pleased you as it happen beyond your expectance...</p><p>as for me, i think that changes need its own plan to succeed..in order to make the first move, we must plan to change...not just wait till it happen by itself..don't always blame the time for our failure</p><p>"<em>i need <strong>time</strong>...</em>"</p><p>"<em>i need <strong>more time</strong> to change...</em>"</p><p>the time is already given to you, yet you still make no move..time is not the problem here..</p><p>"<em>it is <strong>you!</strong></em>"<strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p>i always tend to think that changes need a lot of commitments and responsibilities..that i refused to accept and live with it...but in fact, i live lying to myself..</p><p>try to live in old style..giving excuses about being myself..</p><p><em>"be yourself, <strong>don't </strong>be someone else.."</em></p><p><em>"don't be <strong>hypocrite</strong>.."</em></p><p><em>"don't <strong>pretend</strong> to be her, be yourself...show your <strong>true self</strong></em><em>,</em><em> don't act good, as you aren't that good"</em></p><p>sometimes it's good to pretend, to be hypocrite in order to change..an old friend used to say,<em><br /></em></p><p>"<em>it's okay to pretend, because at the end you gain your trust..trust upon yourself to be change for better..inshaallah..</em>"</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-27182341083217515112010-03-15T00:14:00.000-07:002010-03-15T00:20:02.144-07:00Kisah abid dan tuannyaemel daripada seorang sahabat..a good story..enjoy~<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>Suatu ketika Abid dan Tuannya sedang berada di atas perahu. Saat itu<br />Abid diperintahkan Tuannya untuk segera mengambil mutiara-mutiara<br />yang<br />ada di lautan di bawah perahu itu. Mendengar perintah tersebut, Abid<br />segera mengenakan pakaian menyelam, lengkap dengan tabung udara untuk<br />bernafas di dalam laut. Lalu ia melompat ke laut, dan byuur...<br />perlahan-lahan ia menyelam.<br /><br />Ia sampai di kedalaman pertama... Perlahan-lahan lalu sampai pada<br />kedalaman kedua, ketiga, keempat, hingga akhirnya sampai ke dasar<br />lautan. Sampai di dasar laut, sungguh takjub si Abid melihat<br />pemandangan di sana. Belum pernah ia melihat pemandangan yang indah<br />seperti ini. Ada binatang menyala-nyala, tumbuhan yang unik, ikan<br />yang<br />langka, dan lain-lain. Betul-betul pemandangan yang luar biasa.<br />Semuanya semakin membuat Abid tertarik untuk melihat-lihat, sampai ia<br />lupa sama sekali akan perintah Tuannya untuk mengumpulkan mutiara.<br /><br />Setelah sekian lama Abid menikmati suasana dasar lautan, akhirnya ia<br />teringat bahwa udara yang ada di tabung udaranya tinggal sedikit dan<br />belum satu pun mutiara yang ia kumpulkan.<br /><br />Abid panik. Ia segera membuka satu per satu kerang yang berisi<br />mutiara. Gerakannya begitu tergesa-gesa, ia harus mengejar waktu agar<br />tidak kehabisan udara. Saking paniknya, ia mengumpulkan<br />mutiara-mutiara itu dalam genggaman dan mulutnya. Akhirnya, karena<br />sisa udara dalam tabung hampir habis, ia segera naik ke permukaan<br />dengan tergesa-gesa. Tapi karena tergesa-gesa, semua mutiara itu<br />jatuh<br />dari genggamannya, dan yang ada di mulutnya pun lepas semua. Si Abid<br />naik ke perahu dengan tangan kosong tanpa membawa mutiara satu pun.<br />Akhirnya Abid pun dimarahi habis-habisan oleh Tuannya.<br /><br />***<br /><br />Teman, keindahan dunia kadang kala membuat kita lupa akan tugas kita<br />di dunia sebagai hamba Allah. Dan kita tidak tahu kapan nafas kita<br />akan habis. Jangan sampai kita baru ingat tentang bertobat dan<br />beribadah kepada Allah, ketika napas kita sudah diujung tanduk<br />(menjelang hembusan napas terakhir). Bersegeralah untuk bertobat dan<br />beribadah sekarang juga...</blockquote><br /></blockquote><br /><br /><p>tersentak aku baca kisah ni..seakan-akan realiti kehidupan hari ini..realiti aku hari ini..terlalu mengejar kehidupan dunia sampaikan terlupa matlamat sebenar hidup kat dunia ni..<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">"tapi benarkah aku sudah terjaga dari tidur ku??"</span></p><p><br /></p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-60525206749926541302010-03-12T11:11:00.000-08:002010-03-12T11:35:20.654-08:00pengalaman<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3PQkh4O0bV5Xd7f2A5qSi311mQ29Pcz2jh4PtzGjFhZlDa1uLlKStuXh285PbM6Y2a2y0TdKIzeSB0NqUg8ziCgMGw6Hh2b3puKhhUgEYKM_aKverwezQ1pHxt0O3tVq2XBdsv2zip58/s1600-h/2533450180_874df524b4_m.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 165px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3PQkh4O0bV5Xd7f2A5qSi311mQ29Pcz2jh4PtzGjFhZlDa1uLlKStuXh285PbM6Y2a2y0TdKIzeSB0NqUg8ziCgMGw6Hh2b3puKhhUgEYKM_aKverwezQ1pHxt0O3tVq2XBdsv2zip58/s400/2533450180_874df524b4_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5447832720949437490" /></a><em><br /></em><p><em>" kyo : kam, gne dia main futsal marin. menang dop?</em></p><p><em> hakam : kaloh. haha</em></p><p><em> kyo : pah xleh gapo2 la</em></p><p><em> hakam : ho. buley. <strong>pengalaman</strong></em> "</p><p>Betul, setiap sesuatu itu even kita on the loser side sekali pun, kita tetap dapat sesuatu..pengalaman. pengalaman adalah sesuatu yang amat berharga. even time kita kecik2 dulu pun, waktu belajar berjalan, banyak pengalaman kita jatuh sebelum kita dapat jalan dengan betul seperti sekarang. hidup kita akan kosong tanpa pengalaman. kadang-kadang pengalaman itu mengajar kita lebih matang, matang dari segi pemikiran mahupun matang dari segi tindak tanduk kita. matang untuk hidup atas kaki sendiri tanpa bergantung pada yang lain. orang kata..orang tua-tua ni banyak makan garam..maksudnya banyak pengalaman..tapi apa yang aku baca sebaliknya.."banyaknya garam bukan pada banyaknya umur, tetapi banyaknya pengalaman terisi walau tempoh hanya sesingkat satu tahun.."</p><p>so konklusi kat sni, carilah pengalaman rebutlah peluang yang ada, tahap keGARAMan seseorang itu tidak lagi bergantung pada tuanya seseorang itu, tetapi pada banyaknya pengalaman yang ditimba walaupun umurnya setahun jagung...even though i said this, but i still believe pepatah orang tua lebih dulu makan garam tetap boleh diterima pakai..cheese~</p>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-67149874816803507382010-02-24T11:08:00.000-08:002010-02-24T12:28:34.929-08:00allaboutturkiaha...dah lama rasanya x mengupdate blog ni...dah berhabuk dah pon blog ni...bukannya xde idea cumanya malas nk mencoretkan kata2...kali ni nk cite sket program winter break kitorg kali ni...kalo tahun2 lepas cairo je jadi destinasi utama cuti musim sejuk tapi kali ni berbeza sket..alamak sejuk pulak malam ni..angin pulak kuat tul bertiup..byk kali tingkap bilik aku terbuka...ha buka lagi..tingkap2 lantak ko la..."sejuk angin bayu iskandariah ni.."<br />cuti x bercuti mana la kali ni..start je cuti terus ade aktiviti..habis jek xm trus bersiap2 utk g turki..bilik xsempat kemas..huhhu..xtido mlm siapkn essemen..pahtu lewat g bas charter pci..hahha..malu siot dah la sampai lewat "skali"..kena pulak naek bas penuh dgn ikhwah..pahtu bas pulak xcukup tempat..kesian org2 besar pci dorang pegi naek tramco ke cairo...hhuhhu~<br />habis cite kat situ..start la journey percutian kitorg kali ni..start dgn MAT perubatan..dgn isu2 hangat di musim winter ni..pahtu berlanjutan kami di cairo sampai la hari fly ke turki..percutian yg agak menarik~<br />"turki"...sebuah negara yg dikurniakan kecantikan yg sungguh unik..byk tempat yg menarik yg sempat kami lawati selama 6 hari 5 malam kami di sana..macam buat karangan upsr la pulak aku ni~<br />tapi apa yg aku kagum sgt dgn turki ni sistem pengangkutan dia..fuyyooo..tabik spring la!<br />kelu aku dgn teknologi dorg...ni xpegi jepun lagi ni dh kelu..pegi jepun macam mana la ea~<br />jejak je kaki kat turki dah rasa lain dari mesir..feeling tu berbeza..waktu first turun dr kapa tebang wow aku kata ni ke turki..aku suggest korang2 yg xpenah pegi lg turki better masuk dlm list olidey korg...turki is an interestin place to visit..at least korang akan rasa the different dari tyme korang naik kt aipot cairo and turun kt aipot istanbul...dia punya udara pon seems different...ahhh..refreshing~ (over la pulak aku ni..heheh..layan~) tapi percutian kali ni mmg best..different people different view...bagi aku olidey ke turki is unforgettable memory..bagi intan unforgettable mr tut-tut...=P<br />hari 1st xbyk yg dpt kitorg buat..sumer dh letih..tunggu flight tunda satu hal..pahtu sampai sana dh lewat malam so apa dlm otak hanyalah "katil=tidooo"<br />hari secon kitorg ikut mahmood g bosphorus cruise..free ade dlm pakej kitorg..so layan jek~<br />bosphorus cruise boring sbb kitorg cuma duduk je atas cruise tu then cruise gerak meluncur di selat bosphorus...spnjg perjalanan pemandangn agak menarik..byk bangunan ukiran2 yg menarik pandanganku...walapn boring duduk je atas krusi then gerak2 jalan2 atas cruise tu tp dihidangkan dgn view yg menarik..then it's ok for me...dpt tgk bridge..ade dua bridge..satu bosphorus bridge satu lagi al fateh bridge...kalo xsilap aku la...org msia duk bangga2 dgn jambatan pulau pinang tu...kat turki dorang ade dua lagi tu jambatan besar..kehkehe..pepom layan~<br />habis cruise mahmood bw g window shopping kat olivium...aku kata "window shopping" sbb bukan taraf aku la nk shopping kat tmpt tu..huh...kering poket dong..part yg best kat olivium ni adalah tyme kitorg nk balik..bukan main lagi window shopping tp biler tibe tyme nk balik..."alamak mcm mn nk balik ni??!!!"boleh dikatakan sumer org yg kata jumpa sepanjang jalan, kami tanya..where is bus station we want to go to lalaley?sblm ni mahmood dh pesan korang amik bas..bla...bla...tp kami xberapa paham dgn yg mahmood ckp..almaklumla bhs arab kitorg bukannya A1..stakat paham 50-50 bole la...tp kitorg ikut direction yg mahmood bg tp we seem a bit lost..tambah lagi waktu mahmood cakap sumer xamik peduli...mula la recall balik apa yg mahmood cakap td...hehhe...mmg best...tahan org turki ada macam2 ragam..ade yg sblm tahan lagi dh cakap "no english!"..xcakap pon lgi dah refuse...dan ade yg faham je english tp nk cakap balik..heheh..kitorg pon xfaham apa yg dia nk cakap...macam2 la...bile ingat balik..so sweet~<br />last skali jumpa gak bus stand..pahtu scene atas bas la pulak..buat malu je...teknologi canggih guna kunci sbg tiket...bg duit kat drebar bas tu then dia akan bg kunci utk letak kt mesin yg ada kt stu..kecoh je tyme kitorg naik bas hr tu...tiap kali kitorg naik bas mesti kecoh...ishk2...mujur la xde org msia~<br />dah banyak la pulak berceloteh aku ni...sambung lain kali la pulak...trip ke turki byk mengajar aku cara berdikari di negara org~bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-63407081783343059732009-12-31T16:23:00.000-08:002009-12-31T17:16:42.642-08:00jadilah "tong sampah"<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwGd-FewlSppBJR652Kq2xXIrjSQZf2jT-n_QfpUUMlfwgLq3wubRKNcH02TuSXemS6ntn_oEGOZI_tE4GMlOCqzPiyEeS4YCi3GaqzeNIg4WAp_XjrwLNEWThbX_o_Ape2f3UHj6fYAs/s1600-h/dustbin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 277px; height: 350px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwGd-FewlSppBJR652Kq2xXIrjSQZf2jT-n_QfpUUMlfwgLq3wubRKNcH02TuSXemS6ntn_oEGOZI_tE4GMlOCqzPiyEeS4YCi3GaqzeNIg4WAp_XjrwLNEWThbX_o_Ape2f3UHj6fYAs/s400/dustbin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421574029531313426" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />nampak macam teruk..jadilah "tong sampah"...ape ke hal ni?<br />satu petang tyme lepak2 dengan member..tiba2 ada sorang member ni panggil sorang member yang lain yang baru datang.."J (bukan nama betul), aku ada problem la!"<br />spontan je aku cakap.."ha J dah jadi tong sampah"...aku bukan bermaksud nak cakap member aku ni tong sampah tapi tetiba je terlintas kat otak aku perkataan tu..and laju je kuar dari mulut aku...spontan je ayat2 itu keluar...<br />asal ceritanya tiap kali Z (bukan nama betul) ada problem dia akan cakap kat member aku yang sorang ni...so dia akn share dgn member aku yg sorang ni...different people boleh dengan certain people where they can share secrets and problems...while different people tend to keep it secret from others...i suppose i'm one of them..tend to keep quiet...<br />but apa yang aku menarik tentang tong sampah ni...tong sampah ni walaupun seburuk mana, sebusuk mana, seteruk mana, sedasyhat mana, segeli- geleman mana pon sampah itu...dia terima je walau apa pon keadaan sampah itu..tapi apa yang pasti sampah itu memang dalam keadaan yang the worst...apa yang aku nak bawa kat sni adalah seperti sifat tong sampah, terima dengan hati terbuka apa yang sahabatnya ingin luahkan masalah..walaupun diri sendiri dah ada banyak masalah yang sedia ada...seperti tong sampah tetap terima je sampah yang dibuang oleh manusia walaupun telah sedia ada sampah yang dibuang oleh manusia yang lain...<br />dari sudut yang yang pula, kita boleh lihat, tong sampah ini bersifat "menerima"...menerima dengan rela hatinya...tanpa banyak songeh, tanpa banyak bicara, bila buka penutup tanpa ada sekatan atau laser ray etc yang mengawal pintu masuk ke dalam tong sampah itu...directly boleh buang sampah...kat sni kita boleh tengok even tong sampah tau erti menerima sgala kotoran, samalah dalam konteks manusia...apabila ditegur dengan teguran menyakiti hati..terimalah seumpama tong sampah menerima sampah-sampah itu...dan apabila tiba masanya..sampah2 itu akan dibawa ke tempat yg khas utk dilupuskan...samalah dengan teguran yang menyakitkan tadi...ambil teguran itu dengan berhikmah dan berusahalah untuk membuang kesalahan yang menjadi punca teguran itu...dalam kelas tafaquh malam ni ustaz naim ada cakap "agama itu nasihat"...saper yang xleh nak terima nasihat samalah dia cam xleh nk terima agama...bila kena tegur dia melenting...so jadilah macam tong sampah...<br />bila aku guna perkataan tong sampah ini nampak cam x appropriate pulak and something yg menjijikan...tapi even tong sampah boleh kita kaitkan dengan kehidupan seharian kita sbg sorg manusia dan sbg sorg hamba yang lemah...betapa hebatnya kuasa-Nya...look on other sides, kalau xde tong sampah...kotorlah tempat tinggal kita...sampah akan buang merata...tgk kesan xde tong sampah..see how important "tong sampah" in our life...life is short...don't make it more short doing nothing...life has to be appreciated~<br />wallahua'lam...bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-25174188335675851952009-12-29T03:00:00.000-08:002009-12-29T03:05:08.736-08:00Rahsia Solat di Awal Waktu<div align="center"><div style="text-align: left;"> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#00cc00;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">copy paste betul2 dr </span></span></span><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: rgb(0, 0, 102);font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;" >www.iLuvislam.com</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#00cc00;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);"> </span></span></span><br />thought of sharing it here.....<br />travel a kat laman web iluvislam ni..byk artikel menarik~<br /></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#00cc00;"><br /><br />Rahsia</span> <span style="color:#00cc66;">Solat</span> <span style="color:#00cc99;">Di</span> <span style="color:#00cccc;">Awal</span> <span style="color:#00ccff;">Waktu</span></span><br /><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;" >www.iLuvislam.com</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">Dihantar Oleh: frida*</span></strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />Editor: b_b</span> </div> <span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span> <span style="font-size:85%;">Setiap peralihan waktu solat sebenarnya menunjukkan perubahan tenaga alam ini yang boleh diukur dan dicerap melalui perubahan warna alam. Aku rasa fenomena perubahan warna alam adalah sesuatu yang tidak asing bagi mereka yang terlibat dalam bidang fotografi, betul tak?<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3005/3055856204_3652605a6b_o.jpg" border="0" /> </div><br /><br />Sebagai contoh, pada waktu <strong>Subuh</strong> alam berada dalam spektrum warna <span style="background-color: rgb(51, 204, 204);" >biru muda</span> yang bersamaan dengan frekuensi tiroid yang mempengaruhi sistem metabolisma tubuh. Jadi warna biru muda atau waktu Subuh mempunyai rahsia berkaitan dengan <strong><span style="color:#33cccc;">penawar/rezeki dan komunikasi.</span></strong> </span><span style="font-size:85%;">Mereka yang kerap tertinggal waktu Subuhnya ataupun terlewat secara berulang-ulang kali, lama kelamaan akan menghadapi masalah komunikasi dan rezeki. Ini kerana tenaga alam iaitu biru muda tidak dapat diserap oleh tiroid yang mesti berlaku dalam keadaan roh dan jasad bercantum (keserentakan ruang dan masa) - dalam erti kata lain jaga daripada tidur. Di sini juga dapat kita cungkil akan rahsia diperintahkan solat di awal waktu. Bermulanya saja azan Subuh, tenaga alam pada waktu itu berada pada tahap optimum. Tenaga inilah yang akan diserap oleh tubuh melalui konsep resonan pada waktu rukuk dan sujud. Jadi mereka yang terlewat Subuhnya sebenar sudah mendapat tenaga yang tidak optimum lagi.<br /><br />Warna alam seterusnya berubah ke warna <span style="background-color: rgb(153, 204, 0);" >hijau</span> (<strong>Isyraq & Dhuha</strong>) dan kemudian warna <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" >kuning</span> menandakan masuknya waktu <strong>Zohor</strong>. Spektrum warna pada waktu ini bersamaan dengan frekuensi <span style="color:#ff9900;"><strong>perut dan hati yang berkaitan dengan sistem penghadaman.</strong></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ff9900;"> </span>Warna kuning ini mempunyai rahsia yang berkaitan dengan <span style="color:#ff9900;"><strong>keceriaan.</strong></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> Jadi mereka yang selalu ketinggalan atau terlewat Zuhurnya berulang-ulang kali dalam hidupnya akan menghadapi masalah di perut dan hilang sifat cerianya. Orang yang tengah sakit perut ceria tak?<br /><br />Kemudian warna alam akan berubah kepada warna <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" >oren</span>, iaitu masuknya waktu <strong>Asar</strong> di mana spektrum warna pada waktu ini bersamaan dengan frekuensi <span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>prostat, uterus, ovari dan testis yang merangkumi sistem reproduktif.</strong></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> Rahsia warna oren ialah <strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">kreativiti.</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> Orang yang kerap tertinggal Asar akan hilang daya kreativitinya dan lebih malang lagi kalau di waktu Asar ni jasad dan roh seseorang ini terpisah (tidur la tu). Dan jangan lupa, tenaga pada waktu Asar ni amat diperlukan oleh organ-organ reproduktif kita.<br /><br />Menjelang waktu <strong>Maghrib</strong>, alam berubah ke warna <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" >merah</span> dan di waktu ini kita kerap dinasihatkan oleh orang-orang tua agar tidak berada di luar rumah. Ini kerana spektrum warna pada waktu ini menghampiri frekuensi jin dan iblis (infra-red) dan ini bermakna jin dan iblis pada waktu ini amat bertenaga kerana mereka resonan dengan alam. Mereka yang sedang dalam perjalanan juga seelok-eloknya berhenti dahulu pada waktu ini (solat Maghrib dulu la) kerana banyak interferens (pembelauan) berlaku pada waktu ini yang boleh mengelirukan mata kita. Rahsia waktu Maghrib atau warna merah ialah <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">keyakinan,</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> pada frekuensi <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">otot, saraf dan tulang. </span></strong></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br />Apabila masuk waktu <strong>Isyak</strong>, alam berubah ke warna <span style="color:#993366;"><span style="color:#000000;">Indigo</span> </span>dan seterusnya memasuki fasa Kegelapan. Waktu Isyak ini menyimpan rahsia <span style="color:#993366;"><strong>ketenteraman dan kedamaian</strong></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> di mana frekuensinya bersamaan dengan <strong><span style="color:#993366;">sistem kawalan otak.</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><span style="color:#993366;"> </span></strong>Mereka yang kerap ketinggalan Isyaknya akan selalu berada dalam kegelisahan. Alam sekarang berada dalam Kegelapan dan sebetulnya, inilah waktu tidur dalam Islam. Tidur pada waktu ini dipanggil tidur delta di mana keseluruhan sistem tubuh berada dalam kerehatan. Selepas tengah malam, alam mula bersinar kembali dengan warna <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" >putih</span>, <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 0, 255);" >merah jambu</span> dan seterusnya <span style="background-color: rgb(128, 0, 128);" >ungu</span> di mana ianya bersamaan dengan frekuensi <span style="color:#800080;"><strong>kelenjar pineal, pituitari, talamus dan hipotalamus.</strong></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> Tubuh sepatutnya bangkit kembali pada waktu ini dan dalam Islam waktu ini dipanggil <strong>Qiamullail</strong>.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2292/2474970503_c6ffc856e1_o.jpg" border="0" /> </div><br /><br /><br />Begitulah secara ringkas perkaitan waktu solat dengan warna alam. Manusia kini sememangnya telah sedar akan kepentingan tenaga alam ini dan inilah faktor adanya bermacam-macam kaedah meditasi yang dicipta seperti taichi, qi-gong dan sebagainya. Semuanya dicipta untuk menyerap tenaga-tenaga alam ke sistem tubuh. Kita sebagai umat Islam sepatutnya bersyukur kerana telah di’kurniakan’ syariat solat oleh Allah s.w.t tanpa perlu kita memikirkan bagaimana hendak menyerap tenaga alam ini. Hakikat ini seharusnya menginsafkan kita bahawa Allah s.w.t mewajibkan solat ke atas hamba-Nya atas sifat pengasih dan penyayang-Nya sebagai pencipta kerana Dia tahu hamba-Nya ini amat-amat memerlukan-Nya. Adalah amat malang sekali bagi kumpulan manusia yang amat cuai dalam menjaga solatnya tapi amat berdisiplin dalam menghadiri kelas taichinya.<br /><br />Wallahualam.<br /></span> <hr width="100%" style="font-size:85%;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">* Source: <a href="http://www.suhaimi-isa.com/" target="_blank">Suhaimi Isa</a></span>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-88370696485273823132009-12-28T02:47:00.000-08:002009-12-31T07:37:43.639-08:00"aku tak dilahirkan malas..tapi aku yang melahirkan malas""malas"..agak sinonim dengan diriku...malas dalam segala jenis aspek...malas basuh baju, malas masak, malas bangun awal, malas baca buku, malas studi...and so on..boleh dikatakan malas ni dah jadi sebahagian daripada hidup aku..dan sekarang aku malas nak gi kuliah...malas tahap maximum...tapi apa kan daya..kuliah adalah salah satu tanggungjawab yang perlu aku penuhi dalam roda-roda perjalanan hidup aku yang bergelar pelajar..skemanya ayat...boring...boring...boring... ^o^<br /><br />kalau nak sebut pasal malas ni..banyak sangat boleh dikupas...aku pernah terbaca satu artikel ni...pasal bawang..."bawang" tergolong daripada jenis sayuran..xde bawang, masakan jadi xsedap..buat senang cerita, bawang ni memang pentinglah kalau dalam bab masakan..tambah lagi bila buat masak pedas..yummm..cara aku ulas cam pakar memasak je..kenyataannya hanya ahli beit aku je yang tau~<br /><br />sambung balik crita bawang tadi..penulis tu sebut yang bawang ni ada banyak lapisan..satu lapisan demi satu lapisan membawa kepada beberapa makna yang mendalam..penulis tu nak bawa kita kepada satu cara pemikiran yang baru..dia umpamakan bawang sama seperti diri manusia..setiap manusia mempunyai perwatakan yang berbeza dan sifat2 yang variasi...hanya sesetengah orang dapat menghalusi sifat2 itu jika dia berusaha untuk menyelak lapisan bawang itu demi lapisan...jika seseorang itu berusaha untuk mengenali lebih dekat lagi seseorang itu..berusaha untuk membuka selapis demi selapis lapisan bawang itu maka dia akan dapati perbezaan yang hanya dapat dilihat olehnya..tidak kelihatan pada pandangan orang lain...perspektifnya juga akan berubah terhadap individu yang cuba dia dalami itu...umpama dia mengoyak lapisan bawang demi lapisan sampai pada satu lapisan akhir...dia akan jumpa keindahan bawang disebalik kulit2 merahnya memburuk...isi didalamnya bak kesegaran light purple bawang yang sungguh mengiurkan...ragup..crispy..crunchy..yummmi...anti-bawang will find this a little bit annoying~<br /><br />sebut pasal annoying ni..aku ni mmg jenis yg suka bercerita..tp in real world kegemaran aku ni agak terbatas..sbb xsumer org suka dgr cerita aku yg ntah ape2...that's why i use this medium to deliver my story even though it might annoyed someone...at least i don't see people's face when they feel annoyed by my story..hehe..<br /><br />sambung balik..banyak betul interruption..jom la berhenti...k selamat membacabluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-26620058848388181232009-12-26T04:49:00.000-08:002009-12-26T06:32:18.033-08:00bila azan mula kedengaranbila azan dah mula kedengaran sahut-bersahutan..aper lagi..g solat la...<br />satu eksperimen yang aku buat..aku sdirik jd bahan uji kaji...teori yang aku nk ketengahkan adalah.."bila azan dah bunyi, terus gerak g amik wudhu, then solat, bleh increase aku punya affinity utk solat awal waktu"..aku dah buat dua tiga kali eksperimen ulangan nak buktikan teori aku ni..dan keputusannya...hipotesis aku diterima...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguIkf6A11ALBs_8Q51V99p9A8qO4sPk9rAMfH4ameq8ZzMscrWL8DZ2TNKh6ydFDXl5xw6uEtljqQohkuPS4ayJFGj7mbMp-GDq4Z2ljEfFzgDw-ANuXQVd8CUrJ3znuMibdlsuYHc_SY/s1600-h/solat-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 307px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguIkf6A11ALBs_8Q51V99p9A8qO4sPk9rAMfH4ameq8ZzMscrWL8DZ2TNKh6ydFDXl5xw6uEtljqQohkuPS4ayJFGj7mbMp-GDq4Z2ljEfFzgDw-ANuXQVd8CUrJ3znuMibdlsuYHc_SY/s400/solat-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419549227797697762" border="0" /></a><br /><br /> aku slalu je bila azan dah bunyi, seakan ader satu bisikan suh aku teruskan dgn kerja yg aku tgh buat dan abaikan laungan azan..azan bukan main lantang lagi suh umat Islam meh solat sumer..tapi aku buat dek jer..ape punya manusia ko ni..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWcqyrWQKzdkMyn9y9Opo0-52jKW6sCIwMwLHMlSU0wYaw-9CWXx9yfqJHE5J8Cl7kdrU6jdUyCmj5KtxyjQn48I4Mcr2RZkyVOPPc0tCkwAJeh6rkGX48-3B6KetvY8b-c1LJwm8rYrk/s1600-h/devil.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 352px; height: 380px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWcqyrWQKzdkMyn9y9Opo0-52jKW6sCIwMwLHMlSU0wYaw-9CWXx9yfqJHE5J8Cl7kdrU6jdUyCmj5KtxyjQn48I4Mcr2RZkyVOPPc0tCkwAJeh6rkGX48-3B6KetvY8b-c1LJwm8rYrk/s400/devil.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419549944645224386" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /> tapi sejak aku mulakan kempen ni...it works..wlpn kdg2 aku tewas gak dgn penggoda antarabangsa tuh...ni permulaan yg baek..kempen jom solat awal..<br /><br /> teori aku..kalo dh bunyi azan terus g toilet tanpa fikir ape2..kalo dah start fikir, tyme tu la si penggoda antarabangsa amik peranan..even fikir one second can lead you to a great damage dalam usaha nak solat awal waktu...<br /><br />persoalan yang sering aku timbulkan...<br />"kenapalah nak sangat solat awal waktu ni..bukan ke solat bila2 masa pon boleh asalkan x masuk waktu solat seterusnya dah kira ok la tu..kira ok la dah solat ni..bukannya tinggal terus"...<br />persoalan..persoalan..persoalan...<br /><br />jalan-jalan surf internet..aku jumpa satu artikel ni..sal Rahsia solat di awal waktu<br /><a href="http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=1975">pechet cni</a><br />nak kongsi kat sni..artikel yang menarik..xnak ulas sal artikel tuh..baca sdirik lg best...<br /><br />aku nak jawab persoalan aku sdirik kat atas tu dgn hadith ni...<br />Sabda Nabi SAW<br /><br />Ertinya: " <span style="font-style: italic;">Ditanya Nabi SAW , apakah amalan yang terbaik, maka jawab Nabi : <span style="font-weight: bold;">Solat di awal waktu</span></span>" ( Riwayat At-Tirmidzi dan Abu Daud, Albani : Sohih)<br /><br /> kdg2 manusia ni asyik cari alasan utk segalanya..cam post aku yg lepas "say no to excuses"..dah terbukti "alasan" tu dah sebati dgn jiwa manusia..aku cuba nk kikis budaya tu dlm diri aku..<span style="font-style: italic;">in progress</span>..aku perlukan bukti utk apa yg aku kempenkan..<br /><br /> kembali pd teori aku td..aku cuba buat..bila azan dh bunyi aku terus masuk toilet..then g bilik member aku..terus solat..aku cuba kikis bisikan manis yang datang dengan..."langkah2 kaki ke toilet...kosongkan minda"..perasaan ni akan hilang kalau selalu buat..memang starting point tu sgt susah, perit derita semua jenis ader la..tapi bila dh slalu amalkan Insya Allah senang je nk buat...badan kita akn jd automatic bila dgr bunyi azan terus g toilet amik wudhu then solat..ajak member lain skali solat berjemaah...slalunya kalau dah ader org yang starting masuk toilet..member lain akan menyusul..it's like magnet..xnak ke jadi orang first yang msk toilet dulu..??<br /><br />nak berenti dah..nak bawa persoalan sket..pahala dah la sket..dosa berlambak..kenapa xnak tambah pahala dengan solat awal..renung2kanlah..wallahua'alambluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-69859760063026268552009-12-20T13:04:00.000-08:002009-12-20T13:08:24.498-08:00KEMPEN START WITH BISMILLAH FOR EVERY ACT<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgC7JxIwVJomjLvMY-90zsT0ns_lwhs7XCcmRCuqK7dxILQwXPi8ukBPlufbr4XRPgi9e39hlCD4nIFpAv-zVYg2EvZPeZTsrEkW5mtaTZDWggOS5E9auHfyU9SKsNn_wjjZGJJ-Kdfw3E/s1600-h/kempen+bismillah.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 278px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgC7JxIwVJomjLvMY-90zsT0ns_lwhs7XCcmRCuqK7dxILQwXPi8ukBPlufbr4XRPgi9e39hlCD4nIFpAv-zVYg2EvZPeZTsrEkW5mtaTZDWggOS5E9auHfyU9SKsNn_wjjZGJJ-Kdfw3E/s400/kempen+bismillah.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417427480075892514" /></a>bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-81331796431887169262009-12-16T10:32:00.000-08:002009-12-17T12:45:36.610-08:00azam aku...???"apa azam aku?"<br />post ni cam nak tulis bahasa melayu la pulak..english aku ntah ape2..<br />kadang-kadang aku tertanya-tanya apa azam aku sebenarnya..bukan main lagi senaraikan segala jenis azam yang terlintas kat kotak fikiran, tapi angan-angan mat jenin x kemana jika x disertakan dengan usaha..bak kata aku, makan nasi biar sungguh-sungguh walaupun hanya lauk ikan kering..sebab siapa tahu entah esok lusa makan nasi saja tanpa lauk..tapi still ade nasi...bersyukur la manusia~<br />"Azam"...kadang-kadang aku keliru..keliru dengan arah tuju aku sendiri..bangun pagi, celik mata, nampak lampu, antara nak bangun dengan nak tarik cik leha balik...habis pergaduhan sengit dengan si penggoda antarabangsa, victory is mine, terus tendang saratoga..kaki menjejak ke lantai.."uh, sejuk..."<br />dengan langkah nak-xnak..akhirnya masuk jugak toilet..dah la xde sakhanah(pemanas air)..dah nak masuk tahun ketiga kami disini..semua rumah yang kami duduk xde sakhanah..boleh dikatakan tiap-tiap tahun la, phobia nak masuk toilet...sejuk seakan-akan curah air batu yang letak dalam freezer kat badan...Allah je yang tahu betapa peritnya disaat molecule-molecule air menjamah my skin..huuuuh..tapi nak bagitau kat sini..kitorang leh sabar jugak..confius bin ajaib..mungkin sebab dah biasa..benda ni jadi out of discussion..<br />Sambung azam aku tadi..tetiba je cerita sal mujahadah nk bangun tidur...hehe..<br />so tahun ni aku nak ade satu azam yang betul-betul aku akan buat..Insya Allah ya Rabb..tercapai at the end of the year is out of question, but the important is that i have one target to be accomplish within this year..we see quality not quantity..biasa dengar, kan?<br />aku pernah baca satu artikel ni..sal ape tah, lupa...tapi apa yang aku ingat..penulis tu cakap..umat islam zaman sekarang banyak dari segi kuantiti tapi kerat mana la yang benar-benar mengamalkan ajaran islam yang sebenarnya-benarnya..even aku sendiri takut untuk mengaku yang aku benar-benar telah mengamalkan ajaran islam yang dituntut..banyak benda lagi yang aku xtahu dan banyak lagi benda yang aku tahu tapi aku xamalkan..reality check.."setakat mana islam aku?"<br />islam bermaksud percaya dengan hati, mengaku dengan lidah dan buat dengan anggota badan serta amar makruf nahi mungkar..<br />Insya Allah azam baru aku tahun ni..aku nak perbaiki diri aku..be a better person..banyak kelemahan yang aku sendiri sedari dan xsedari..jom buat reality check jap..senaraikan kelemahan-kelemahan masing-masing..dan cara nak atasi..let start the first step, shall we...<br />sini nak kongsi..10 ciri-ciri fardhu muslim...ni aku pernah dapat dari kakak sc aku dulu..pahtu kerap jugak jumpa..so why not try amalkan...<br /><br />1.jasmani yang sihat (Islam kan selalu je suh jaga kesihatan.sbb tanpa badan yang sihat, nak buat apa pon susah..bukankah sihat itu adalah salah satu nikmat)<br />2.akidah yang selamat (pegangan; asal daripada perkataan akad, maksud dia simpulan,ikatan..kalau pegangan/ikatan kita xselamat, putus tali jatuh kaboom la kita)<br />3.memiliki kemampuan/kekuasaan <br />4.intelek dalam berfikir <br />5.akhlak yang kukuh<br />6.ibadah yang sahih (nak everything goes the way it should, kena jaga ibadah luh..sbb ibadah is the first step you'll be able to be near Our Creator..org kata solat tu madrasah/sekolah pertama kita..pernah dengar?)<br />7.pandai jaga waktu (nilah problem aku no 1..tapi manusia boleh berubah, kan..so aku nk mulakan first step..first step to every thing seems so difficult but, the difficulties is the one refresh your memory of how fun to have a tear out of joyness when you succeed on doing it..you'll be flash back by the suffer not by the joy..and you'll begin to learn pace by pace)<br />8.teratur dalam sesuatu urusan (dan satu lg problem aku..xde sistematik langsung..berubah ye)<br />9.berjuang melawan nafsu(susah tau nk mujahadah lawan nafsu ni..ada satu cerita..hari ini aku puasa sunat hari khamis..on the way balik dr kuliah tadi nampak la sorang ni tengah minum fanta perisa oren..terus increase aku punya appetite tuk minum air gas gak..lantas aku nak pegi beli dah pun air gas..tiba-tiba.."alamak aku puasa la hari ni.."..habis cerita kat situ, aku pun balik umah..balik umah tengok ada member aku makan tomyam-feveret aku..dia xtau aku puasa..pahtu aku ni dah berkira-kira nak buka puasa dah pun..cam ade satu suara ni determine betul nk suh aku buka puasa..dia ckp .."puasa sunat je pon, bukan puasa wajib"..pahtu aku pun bgtau la member aku ni..dia pun cakap.."wa,mujahadah!!!..last2 aku pun teruskan sampai azan maghrib..tp yang bestnya, waktu buka puasa, aku dapat dua2 benda yang aku sangat2 nak tyme kritikal td.."air gas oren & tomyam")<br />10.bermanfaat kepada orang lain (belajarlah untuk memberi dan belajarlah untuk menghargai pemberian)<br /><br />lastly, ni aku tulis sambil-sambil duk tunggu member kat tangga tepat jam 12.34 pm..gara-gara kunci rumah hilang..tup-tup kena duk kat tepi tangga sambil tunggu dorang balik...tapi ok gak dapat ilham nak tulis something...<br />When you determine on doing something, then stick to it. The moment you state your target, the harder it get on getting the starting point. The evil intentions will flow like a waterfall across your heart and you'll tend to make excuses on what you aim to do. Lastly end up, doing nothing instead of having the big ambitious over something that you are certain about it, then forget completely what you really wanted to start with. Don't think of victory because victory is far away. But think about your contribution towards the battle. War is just begin. Don't end it as you are already facing the first barrier..azam dah tetap..selamat berjuang!!~bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-47736272489524282342009-12-14T09:10:00.000-08:002009-12-14T10:06:18.371-08:00are you the happiest woman...??our new mentor, with new way of conducting SC..giving task for the eight of us..to complete reading two books but in a very unique way..the eight of us will rotate the book after reading one part and give to other member to read the same part..and the book will be pass to other hands after the first people finish reading the part suppose to be read..and the circle with be continues until all of us finish reading the whole things from the books..<br />one of the books reaches my hand is "You can be the happiest woman in the world" written by Dr Aid al Qarni..<br />i would like to share it here...<br /><br />Say YES...<br />YES to your smile that sends a message of warmth and friendliness to others.<br />YES to your kind words that establish friendship as permitted in Islam and dispel rancour.<br />YES to acceptable charity that brings happiness to the poor and feeds the hungry.<br />YES to sitting with the Quran, reciting it, pondering its meanings and acting upon them, and repenting and seeking forgiveness.<br />YES to remembering Allah a great deal and praying for forgiveness, persisting in dua' and offering sincere repentance.<br />YES to raising your children in Islam, teaching them the Sunnah and guiding them to that which will benefit them.<br />YES to modesty and hijab as enjoined by Allah, which is the means of self-protection.<br />YES to the friendship of good women who fear Allah, love Islam and respect high values.<br />YES to honouring one's parents, upholding the ties of kinship, honourin one's neighbours and caring for orphans.<br />YES to reading useful, interesting and beneficial books.<br /><br />and say NO...<br />NO to wasting time in trivial pursuits, and love of revenge and futile arguments.<br />No to giving priority to money and accumulation of wealth over one's health, happiness, sleep and peace of mind.<br />NO to seeking out other people's faults and backbiting about them, whilst forgetting one's own faults.<br />NO to indulging in physical pleasure and giving in to every whim and desire.<br />NO to wasting time with shallow people and spending hours in idle pursuits.<br />NO to neglecting physical hygiene and cleanliness in the house, and being disorganized at home.<br />NO to haram drinks, cigarettes, narghile ("hookah pipes") and all foul things.<br />NO to thinking of past calamities and dwelling on past mistakes.<br />NO to forgetting the Hereafter and neglectingto strive for it, and to being careless of what will happen in the Hereafter.<br />NO to wasting money on haram things, being extravagant with regard to permissible things and falling short in acts of worship.<br /><br />then think about it...<br />1. <span style="font-weight:bold;">Be like the bee, which lands on fragant flowers and fresh branches.</span><br />2. You don't have time to seek out people's defects and mistakes.<br />3. <span style="font-weight:bold;">If Allah is with you,the whom do you have to fear? if Allah is against you, then what hope do you have?</span><br />4. The fire of envy consumes the body, and the excessive jealousy is like a raging fire.<br />5. <span style="font-style:italic;">If you don't prepare today, then you will not be able to do anything tomorrow.<span style="font-weight:bold;"></span></span><br />6. Withdraw peacefully from places where idle arguments are going on.<br />7. <span style="font-weight:bold;">Let your morals and attitude be even more beautiful than a garden.</span><br />8. Do acts of kindness and you will be the happiest of people.<br />9. Leave people to their Creator, leave the envier to death and forget about your enemy.<br />10. The pleasure of haram actions is followed by regret, loss and punishment.<br /><br />interesting, right?lets practice it, who knows you will be the one, one of the happiest woman in the world..bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6579846584297297980.post-59506622638934095312009-12-13T03:06:00.000-08:002009-12-13T10:48:08.568-08:00my heart yelling....??sometimes i felt so annoyed and sometimes i just don't want to think about it..just let it be..but the feeling grew stronger as time pass by..and it turn to be hatred..and sometimes i ended up crying by myself in my room or in the bathroom..haha..silly right..i'm only human being..my ability to control something is beyond my power..my power is limited..and i can't even control my own feeling..<br /><br />i admit most of the time, it was my fault..but sometimes i just don't get it why am i feeling so down and so annoyed at the same time..i felt like i'm useless...nothing good came out from me..and i'm the one who is causing all the trouble and problems..as if it's like i'm the criminal...being hatred and being dislike by others..the feeling can't just settle down like that..i felt so stress!!!<br />i can't even smile freely like before...i felt useless..i can't felt the happiness anymore...it is so tensed..my brain is going to blow...<br /><br />ahhh...it's so good to cried out loud...i felt at ease somehow..<br />it's good sometimes try to express your feeling..if you can't do it in the real life face to face with others..you can use the advantages of having internet at the tip of your fingers , right?<br /><br />express how you feel...then you can be at peace..other way is take ablution..not just blunt ablution..take ablution with pure intention..firstly, close your eyes, try to stay calm...try not think about anything..just relax..don't ever think about the annoyance at this very moment..try to enjoy the minute of calmness..<br />then, put a very pure intention only for Allah inside your heart..until that, then you can start to perform your ablution..if not, try to calm..think of something nice and funny, that can make you smile, even for a second..<br /><br />i already did this to myself..sometimes my experiment went well but sometimes not..but most of the time, i felt at ease after i did this..i don't know if it's not working on others, but for me i enjoy that feeling, even only for a second..<br />other than this, i ate a lot when i'm stress..i ate everything..most of the time i ended up feeling overly full due to my unconscious habit of eating..and fall asleep the next..but i enjoy eating..it makes me happy..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjGtqhYxAZKN5Oxe0LQIby3JipuUvdD9LZ6ujR6xVjHabiFQdRJBeDB4oy1jDzsqiD6ZJ7F-U5BhiPssBt22gfjhPGIJQ8EKmxGBrInl4yIxmWI42MVG1HIMIOpxrVKmAVQJhXiO3tzTs/s1600-h/ice+cream.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 137px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjGtqhYxAZKN5Oxe0LQIby3JipuUvdD9LZ6ujR6xVjHabiFQdRJBeDB4oy1jDzsqiD6ZJ7F-U5BhiPssBt22gfjhPGIJQ8EKmxGBrInl4yIxmWI42MVG1HIMIOpxrVKmAVQJhXiO3tzTs/s400/ice+cream.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414792276280776018" /></a><br /><br />the thing that i love the most..ICE CREAM!!! i even dared to go downstairs late in the night just to buy ice cream at farouq's market..my favourite flavor is strawberry..the moisturize creamy strawberry ice cream when put in the tip of your lips..flow inside your throat..woah..so sweet..i can't hardly express the real feeling..one can't imagine the sensation if he doesn't experience it himself..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlwSCeJAZpZICU9I-4e0sn-3ng5u040uX12KXMwXBOJRluEFGiJ8zvub_fl2Y4hxnQIlw7xkxphj8QOlAD_mJ9xqIYDX5U8f46HIS72C1Luuk5Q6Y0oH7t1wlMbGGF5QkK3nOuNjrum5g/s1600-h/icecreamsundaystrawberry2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlwSCeJAZpZICU9I-4e0sn-3ng5u040uX12KXMwXBOJRluEFGiJ8zvub_fl2Y4hxnQIlw7xkxphj8QOlAD_mJ9xqIYDX5U8f46HIS72C1Luuk5Q6Y0oH7t1wlMbGGF5QkK3nOuNjrum5g/s400/icecreamsundaystrawberry2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414792278089265650" /></a><br /><br />but the thing here that i want to say, different people has different way of managing with stress..as for me i eat and eat while i felt stress..and for you, only you know your own need..try to look for the thing that can ease your stress or temper..try to find something that can be use (for example, eating food) when you are in need for support (from other but you can't find one) but changing it into something that easy to do according to your level yet very effective...<br />that's enough already..hopes can be benefit..bluekurunxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03780498350280294479noreply@blogger.com0