Ahad, April 18, 2010

you!! go down...!!!

oh it is so peaceful. i wish i had those feeling XD


it's hard to deal with human's feeling, my feeeling. and it also so hard to manage my own life. life can be so full of surprises and griefness. and at the end, i'm better off to keep quiet and do nothing. and take a brief rest.

i fail to control my own feeling. and tend to fall into pieces. i'm getting stress out..!!

there is too many responsibilities held upon me, yet i didn't do it well, i ended up feeling guilty over everything. i had a mess mind at the very moment. feeling unsecured and sad at the same time. the study..huh..out of question~

dealing with something is so annoyed sometimes, but it makes me realise the crucial thing here, that i have to learn and live with it. there is no more excuses for those who wish to success in their life.

life is about making sacrifice in order to maintain balance to the world. no more procastination.

procastination is making me suffer from stress. and see how procastination makes my life miserable. too many works and too many thingy i wish i have done, but the truth is, there is so many things that i fail to accomplish.

and now, my innerself is making mess..life becomes so messy. and so unstable. it affects my daily life. but as usual my sleep is unaffected.

procastination, go away from my life...!!!

better off without you...oh procastination...!!!

sayonara, procastination....~

Selasa, April 13, 2010

teori lagi...~

nak update blog jap..alhamdulillah exam dah abes..tp ni baru mid..final bakal kembali..huh scariee~


xde idea nk tulis pasal apa sebenarnya ni...gamble je malam ni...belasah la ko...!!

jalan2 surf situ surf sini..jumpa macam2 ragam kehidupan aalam ciber ni..perbagai rentak dan nada..ada yg cam tu ada yg camni..apa2 pum semua adalah the best in their own rhythms..aku dengan style aku..jalan2 timba ilmu..korek rahsia minah mamat sana sini..buka page tu tutup page ni..xde kerja..mcm xde kesudahan je post aku kali ni...xdak idea..apa bley buat..huh~

teringat aku pada satu kenyataan ni..theory will only be theory, if no practical steps applied..hehe..ayat aku sdrik..rough idea credit to my senpai..get the idea right..~

teori hanya akn jd kenyataan biler kita try to do it..terlalu byk teori yang kita belajar seharian..secara formal mahupun informal..even dinner kat meja makan generate many theories..ideas...

theory after theory..beransur hilang dek masa kalau ianya hanya membasahi bibir mahupun menghabiskan dakwat pen...toooOO many ideas...it will be in vain without common practice..useless as a piece of paper will go into dustbin without proper use...

apa aku mengarut ni..the idea for tonight is to make theories into actions...get the general idea right..then my work is done...huh..cam buat essemen pulak..

cakap pasal essemen..awal bulan lima dah nk kena bentang essemen utk sem ni..huhu..get ready with the paper dong..and presentation pp..essemen oo essemen..aku cukup xsuka essemen..ingat biler dtg sni biler senpai2 ckp mana ade menda alah essemen tu..don worinx..tp tup,,tup..thn kitorang dorang start new system..no oral but there will be assignment..ha..ambik ko..!..yippi..!tanda protess leh bersorak je la..nk pi buat bantahan kat student affair aku sorg je yg lebey2 yg lain nampak enjoy je..huhu..tp biler pikir2 balik..it's good we have assignment instead of oral..there is no more seram sejuk nak berdepan dengan lecturer kalo xtau jwpn..but still presenting my works is tougher than i thought..huh..better be prepared...! and what more..u gain holiday more than others...yuhhu..! 





you!! go down...!!!

oh it is so peaceful. i wish i had those feeling XD


it's hard to deal with human's feeling, my feeeling. and it also so hard to manage my own life. life can be so full of surprises and griefness. and at the end, i'm better off to keep quiet and do nothing. and take a brief rest.

i fail to control my own feeling. and tend to fall into pieces. i'm getting stress out..!!

there is too many responsibilities held upon me, yet i didn't do it well, i ended up feeling guilty over everything. i had a mess mind at the very moment. feeling unsecured and sad at the same time. the study..huh..out of question~

dealing with something is so annoyed sometimes, but it makes me realise the crucial thing here, that i have to learn and live with it. there is no more excuses for those who wish to success in their life.

life is about making sacrifice in order to maintain balance to the world. no more procastination.

procastination is making me suffer from stress. and see how procastination makes my life miserable. too many works and too many thingy i wish i have done, but the truth is, there is so many things that i fail to accomplish.

and now, my innerself is making mess..life becomes so messy. and so unstable. it affects my daily life. but as usual my sleep is unaffected.

procastination, go away from my life...!!!

better off without you...oh procastination...!!!

sayonara, procastination....~

teori lagi...~

nak update blog jap..alhamdulillah exam dah abes..tp ni baru mid..final bakal kembali..huh scariee~


xde idea nk tulis pasal apa sebenarnya ni...gamble je malam ni...belasah la ko...!!

jalan2 surf situ surf sini..jumpa macam2 ragam kehidupan aalam ciber ni..perbagai rentak dan nada..ada yg cam tu ada yg camni..apa2 pum semua adalah the best in their own rhythms..aku dengan style aku..jalan2 timba ilmu..korek rahsia minah mamat sana sini..buka page tu tutup page ni..xde kerja..mcm xde kesudahan je post aku kali ni...xdak idea..apa bley buat..huh~

teringat aku pada satu kenyataan ni..theory will only be theory, if no practical steps applied..hehe..ayat aku sdrik..rough idea credit to my senpai..get the idea right..~

teori hanya akn jd kenyataan biler kita try to do it..terlalu byk teori yang kita belajar seharian..secara formal mahupun informal..even dinner kat meja makan generate many theories..ideas...

theory after theory..beransur hilang dek masa kalau ianya hanya membasahi bibir mahupun menghabiskan dakwat pen...toooOO many ideas...it will be in vain without common practice..useless as a piece of paper will go into dustbin without proper use...

apa aku mengarut ni..the idea for tonight is to make theories into actions...get the general idea right..then my work is done...huh..cam buat essemen pulak..

cakap pasal essemen..awal bulan lima dah nk kena bentang essemen utk sem ni..huhu..get ready with the paper dong..and presentation pp..essemen oo essemen..aku cukup xsuka essemen..ingat biler dtg sni biler senpai2 ckp mana ade menda alah essemen tu..don worinx..tp tup,,tup..thn kitorang dorang start new system..no oral but there will be assignment..ha..ambik ko..!..yippi..!tanda protess leh bersorak je la..nk pi buat bantahan kat student affair aku sorg je yg lebey2 yg lain nampak enjoy je..huhu..tp biler pikir2 balik..it's good we have assignment instead of oral..there is no more seram sejuk nak berdepan dengan lecturer kalo xtau jwpn..but still presenting my works is tougher than i thought..huh..better be prepared...! and what more..u gain holiday more than others...yuhhu..!